I'M SO SORRY ABOUT NO UPDATE IN ABOUT A BILLION YEARS !!! NOT BY CHOICE I'M JUST DUMB AND HAVE THE WORST BRAIN EVER ON REMEMBERING THINGS AND WELL PRETTY MUCH ON EVERYTHING SO HERE IT IS AGAIN SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY!!!!!!
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The little island that I loved to do my writing at was right in front of me
You would think I'd have so much to write about but I was in no mood to write
I was all so happy 5 minutes ago but now I am only in tears
I was happy watching someone die
The guilt had ran its course through my body and made sure it left a good trail behind it
I was only to put on a smile and pretend I was in the worlds greatest mood
But could I even do that?
It hurts more to fake a smile then to break a bone ...don't tell me that's not true because I know
From personal experience
Jake followed behind me
"Its it beautiful here" he said
"So much" I said back not turning around
I wanted to be happy but how could I?
I looked through my purse and saw the bottle of my prescription
And swallowed every last one , one by one with no water needed
I don't deserve to live
Was the last thought before it all went blank
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.......Hey guys I know its short but I'm not really in the mood things have been pretty tough lately and I'm just a little on the down side I just need someone who understands instead of saying Get over it
/.\ cya
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Finding my mate
RomanceCourtney was the shy girl in elementary school she had one friend Jake . He was sweet he didn't care what anyone thought about people . After elementary Courtney became different and Jake slowly faded away . Courtney is still sweet but now is miss p...
