I laid in bed as I had thought about the past couple days. Luckily for me, we had 2 weeks off school for half term. It literally felt like a gift from God because right now, I didn't want to see nor talk to anyone.
Me and my mam hadn't talked about what happened the other day when my dad was here. We just both pretend like it never happened which seemed to work for the both of us.
Part of me was still in shock but majority just heartbroken and devastated on what happened and what was said. I couldn't quite get my head around the fact I was going to have a brother. To be quite honest I didn't even want to think about it. The longer I thought about it the more my head hurt and the more I wanted to cry.
My phone buzzed as I opened my eyes. I looked up at the White ceiling. I took a deep breath as I just stared blinking up for a couple moments. I then reached over and grabbed my phone. It was a message from Justin.
Message: Justin Bieber. "We need to meet up today"
We still hadn't even so much as talked since he had saw my dad at my house the other day. This was the first time. I huffed as I read the message over and over. He obviously wanted to go out for attention and today just wasn't a good day. I had too much going on in my head to even worry about faking a relationship with Justin.
Message: Brooke. "Not today Justin"
Message: Justin Bieber. "Yes today Brooke. We need to be seen out, scooter won't get off my back! We haven't been seen out in over a week, he won't stop ringing and texting me!"
I rolled my eyes as I read over the message. Doesn't this boy even know the meaning of no!?
Message: Brooke. "Justin I said no! I can't today"
Message: Justin Bieber. "well considering you haven't moved from your bedroom for the past week i'm pretty sure you can! I will be at you house in an hour. Make sure you're ready Brooke."
I looked at my phone, staring blanking at the now black screen as I tried to figure out how he knew I had been in bed all week. I mean how the hell would he know we hadn't even had school so?
Anyway I rolled my eyes and huffed as I tried to think about something else. I really didn't want to go out in public today. I wanted to be by myself, I wanted to just think about everything that was going on in my life right now. The last thing I needed was to be with Justin out in public where I had to fake a smile while a load of people took our photos.
I was annoyed at everything, to be honest, I was annoyed at the world.
I decided I was going to text Justin one last time, making it clear that if he turned up at my house he would be leaving alone.
Message: Brooke. "Justin, I am not doing anything today, i'm not feeling well! Do not turn up because I will NOT be leaving with you."
After sending the message I placed my phone down and led back in my big fluffy pillows, closing my eyes.
******* "Right are you ready?" Justin raised his eyebrow at me as a I looked at myself in the mirror one last time. I huffed.
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