Today I was very excited, I was about to sign a deal with a massive fashion brand and I couldn't believe it. I had known for about 3 days now. I actually found out just when I dropped Ryan off after we spent the day together.
Jo had called me, telling me they wanted to sign a contract. It would mean I would model for them, I would walk on their catwalk and also go to different events as I and Kendall Jenner would be the new face of the band.
Yes thats right. Kendall. Jenner. I couldn't believe it myself. I mean yes I had worked with some pretty cool people in my time modelling and making videos with people for YouTube but I personally loved Kendall. I loved the whole family.
I honestly couldn't wait for everything that was coming up. Everything seemed to be going good at the minute. I felt like I was in such a good mind set at the minute. I was focusing on school and work. Them two thing where definitely the two most important things in my life right now.
I decided that before I left to go to my meeting I would do a make up tutorial. Therefore, I started to set everything up in its place and start the video.
As I was halfway through I heard a knock at the door. Immediately I rolled my eyes, my mam should know that I was filming. Before looking into the camera I rolled my eyes and shouted out come in.
When I turned back to the camera my smile soon vanished as I saw Justin walk in through the door through the view finder on my camera.
Without even thinking I plastered the smile back on my face. I was filming right at this moment. Meaning if I decided to for some reason to edited this in to show me and Justin were spending 'time together' behind the sense it would look like I was happy.
Justin obviously caught on as he smiled back at me brightly.
"hey babe" he walked over to me throwing his arm over my shoulder and he looked into the camera.
"Filming" he raised his eyebrow as I nodded lightly. His hand lightly grazed over the skin over my bare arm. Instantly the feeling of disappointment filled my body as his arm left my body.
Immediately I frowned my eyebrows, confused at myself, why on gods earth did that emotion flow through me? I hated him touching me. I hated him.
*** When I finally finished up filming Justin was still led on my bed. He was spread out in a star fish position as he simply looked up at my ceiling.
I stood and looked at him for a second. He looked like he was in a different world. There was no emotion in his face as he looked up. His lips were slightly parted as his chest rose and fell. He looked peaceful.
Suddenly Justin sat up, instantly I moved from my place by the door and continued to walk in to my room. He sat up straight watching me as I walked into my closet.
I decided to wear a simple outfit.
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When I walked out Justin's eye quickly went from my feet to the top of my head as he scanned myself. He frowned his eyebrows as he licked his lips.
"Where are you going" he raised his eyebrow as I walked over and grabbed my shoes from by my mirror.
"I have a meeting" I simply stated but he stayed silent.
"Brooke we need to talk about the 'tour'" Justin raised his hand and quoted the word tour as he rolled my eyes.
Turning around I pinched the bridge of my nose, closing my eyes for a second. When I re opened then Justin was simply looking blankly at me.
" I am not dealing with this today Justin do not get me started" I made direct eye contact with him as I spoke my words harshly.
I didn't want to deal with this today, why would I? All Justin was going to do was tell me that he isn't going to let me go. That I'm not allowed. When we both know damn well I am going.
"No Brooke" Justin now moved to the side of the bed, chucking his legs over the side of bed so that he was now fully facing me.
"You can go" Justin spoke softly.
"Justin I don't care what you think I am goi-" I paused frowning my eyebrows at him "what" did I hear that right
