A Story Made For Stories

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Its self mutilation at its worse.

You stare it, as if its a problem solver
as if, the minute you touch it
all your worries will disappear.

You lie to yourself,
saying this is the answer, that this will help.

Pathetic

the way you reason
the way you act as if you have a sense of morality
of logic and common sense.

Worthless

that's what you always say, that your worthless
you never even try to change it.

You sit.

Stare.

And wait.

Maybe one day you'll wake up

Or maybe you'll grab the gun and die

You lying, pathetic, worthle-