ZAYN'S POV:
we arrived back at the hospital and made are way back to y/n's room only to find Louis wasn't waiting outside.
'maybe he is eating?'niall suggested.
'I be good if he was he isn't acting healthy'harry was really worrying about Louis, so much that I was starting to worry about harry but we were all more worried for y/n.
'maybe, you don't think that y/n?'liam paused, it was quite possible we all knew what all of us were thinking. but we were all afraid of keeping our hopes up to high.
there was this arkward pause that lasted for about 2minutes.
'is is phone on?'i asked everyone,they all looked at eachother harry shrugged and gave a go of calling him a go.none of us heard the ring tone but sortly after he answered.harry ended the call with this beam.
no one knew for sure but we all guessed every one was beaming
'so?'danny asking smiling
'she's awake'
YOUR POV:
that was the last thing I remember, the pain, the fear, the regret.
mumbling,mumbling, mumbling, I acnt quite make out what is being saidbut it gets clearer and clearer.
'she is waking up,SHE IS WAKING UP GET LOUIS'i try and open my eyes a little but am struggling completely, but I can move. I getmyself into a comfortable position.
'she is waking up, if you want to see her now'
'really?!?I she ok?'i recognise that voice,louis William Tomlinson and his Doncaster accent!
'you can see for yourself' i heard a door open and a pair of footsteps came closer and closer. soon the bed sunk a little and I felt someones wait next to me and soft kissable lips touch my forehead, and I am able to open my eyes to meet his georgous bluey green earthy eyes,sparkling into mine.
'thank god your ok'he said I couldn't help but smile at his presence.
'hi' he lifted my hand and kissed it.'so, how long have I been here? and how is everything?'
his smile drops and he looks away.
'lou? its ok, isn't it?'
'you hae been in here for 24 hrs,'he was still refusing to look into my eyes or at me'you had some operation that succeeded, your fine but-'
'well that's good isn't it?'
'but the baby is gone'his voice got quieter, my heart sank, baby Tomlinson was gone.
'they gave me a choice I didn't want to make by myself, I needed you to be there, to help me to help us, the baby, the baby was alive but if we kept it wold be parralised, all it would do would be hearing and seeing, nothing else, I thought it was the best, they suggested to let it go and that it will prevent it from having a horrible life, they also said the baby is stil a fetus and we would feel less guilty getting rid of the baby now than later when its more developed or even born, I'm sorry if you disagree I understand completely if you hate me nbever wanna see me again or-'
'lou'he looked at me'its fine'
'you sure?' I nodded
' I would have done the same, I olove you and will allways love the baby even tho it didn't make it, ok? I will never hate you promise and I still have my locket and know that it will all be ok, and that you still love me' he reached for my cheek and ran his fingers through mmy hair.
