LOUIS' POV:
'lou, its been a week, go talk to her, seriously you have to face her at some point,you have done nothing all week but been in your room you have only eaten one cereal bar a dayand your drinking alcohol none stop, its not healthy, besides your better with het just go chat to her!'harry was getting on my nerves I had been staying with him for the past week all he was doing was telling me to go and talk to her that I hae to stop drinking, that I need to eat , well he isn't the boss of me, I can do what I bloody like.i haven't spoken to him either or at all the past week, I don't want to.so I just looked up at him and gave him the look.
'you still have your stuff at hers you need to get them'i still said nothing'forgods msake Louis, I am being your friend here I may be getting on your nerves but I am doingwat is right, you cant stay like this forever, and staying like this might end your life and you would hate it cos its killing you slowly already, in fact you aren't you.'
I looked at him again'you can go get my stuff' I mumbled, harry heard me,
'fine I will, and I am going to talk to y/n like it or not you need help lou'i shot straight up furious he wasn't ging to say a word to her.
'NO! YOU WILL NOT TALK TO HER!' I shouted the loudest I ever had.
'woah, mate im proud you finally said something and not mumble' ffs harry was so annoying he just left me there and walk off and got in his car to y/n's,my life has ended. i picked up my phone from the table next to the spare room bed, which i guess is now my room. i haven't looked at my phone since, since that day.
i had loads of messages, loads of twitter, mostly fans probally so i ignored them, i had 28 missed calls:
13-y/n
3-liam
5-stan
2-mum
2-zayn
2-niall
1-paul
ignored all of them, they all probally texted me. i had a lot of texts:
7-y/n
-Louis, im sorry can we pls talk, i didn't mean what i said, i didn't mean it like that, i still love you x
- ok, i understand that you may hate me right now but can we atleast talk? i miss you like crazyx
- you know that locket? i still have it,but you have broken your promise, that's not the Louis i know, we used to be best friends! can we atleast just go back to that?or even mutual friends..
-Louis i know i am bugging you, but i cant live without you, i feel so lonely i need to have someone hear to comfort me and it allways was you but even the boys wont come round, i have no other friends, perrie is in America, Danielle is doing a dance tour thing and i have no one the whole world is against me pls just talk.
- ok well i guess this is bye, bye Louis, and if you want the house feel free to take it, if you want your stuff it's in your bedroom and i left the locket on the kitchen table bye, i love youx
bye? what did she mean?was she moving? moving country? changing her identity? meant bye as in i am dead to her? what?, then it dawned on me, oh shit! what have i done? i still love her i just was mad and i thought i was helping her from getting rid of drama for her, gosh this didn't help at all i just remembered her nick situation as well that morning when i told her how i feel, she cut, real bad, i hope she doesn't do anything worse, i checked the time and date it was sent Wednesday 11pm, it was Thursday today 9 am, shit, i hope she hasn't done anything.
