Don't Hate Me Alpha

Chapter 6 | Damien's POV

So I decided to change the character of Damien

So Edward wilding as Damien Scott

Okay back to the story now with Damien's POV
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Damien's POV

It's been three years, three years from that day she left, three years when I said those words I want to take back, three years of constant heart ache, three years of my wolf getting angry with me, and three years without my mate-well I might of guess she thinks of me as her ex-mate now.

Three dreadful years of thinking she's dead or thinking, no knowing she won't even think about coming back here after what I-we did to her. I mean why would she come back to a pack who never treated her well heck we didn't even give her enough food to eat for crying out loud. That haunting day when I told her those words and realizing she left still replays in my head.

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( three years ago )
Damien's POV

" I soon to be Alpha Damien Scott reject you Jessie Green as my mate and Luna of this pack" as soon as those words left my mouth I knew I wanted to take it back but I can't for what's done is done. Staring at those big brown eyes that's slowly starting to water made my heart clench and felt like it was being torn to shreds of pieces falling in the pit of my stomach. As her tears began to fall I looked away as I can't take watching her cry and know the cause is me. And so with that I turned away and left with nothing but those beautiful brown eyes haunting me in my mind.

It's been an hour since I last saw Jessie and I was thinking 'damn the pack, damn my image' I just really want to take those words even if I have to kneel down and beg her to take me back as her mate. So with that thought I quickly left my house and went straight to the pack house determined to win my mate back. But along the way to the pack house I heard thumping sounds which sounded more like heavy footfalls of a person.

"Damien! There you are!" Abel said sighing in relief in finding me "something happened dude you gotta go to the pack house" he continued with me just now noticing the tears in his eyes.

"I was just going there. Why what happened" I asked going into Alpha mode, I can talk to Jessie after this is handled and taken care of.

"S-someone left the p-pack"Abel said his voice cracking. When he said those words the first person I could think about leaving was...

"Who left?" I asked Abel laying my hands on top of his shoulders. Silence. When he didn't answer I started to shake him by the shoulders and asking 'who left'. When he still didn't answer so I used my Alpha tone.

"Abel who left" I demanded Abel making sure that he can feel the command in those words.

"J-essi-ie" he said his voice hoarse from crying. When he said those dreadful words I ran straight to the pack house, up the steps, going right until I reached the last door. I just didn't want to believe it, I just can't lose her not when I was just so close to apologizing to her-begging to her to take me back.

I cracked the door open and what I saw was what caused my heart to break into a million tiny pieces. Her bedroom was bare, no signs of human life inside. I made my way to her closet and opened the door to find it empty just like the rest of the room and my heart right now. I walked to her bed sitting on it sniffing the sheets to get to smell her sweet vanilla scent with a tinge of rose. I laid down on her bed when suddenly something crumpled from underneath me. I looked down and saw a note with her formal handwriting. It says...

"Dear whoever reads this,

I'm gone , I'm not coming back you guys know what you did to me and I can't stand it so goodbye Midnight Black pack hope to see you NEVER again

Oh and Abel I always loved you, I still do but give me a favor and leave me the fuck alone.
Love Jess."

As I read the note for more than three times I came to a conclusion that she doesn't want to be found and if that will make her happy then so be it but I just wish I could hold her like how I used to when we were kids. Tears were covering my eyesight but I didn't give a fuck about it my mate just left me, if you think that doesn't hurt it does. My heart feels like it's ready to burst any moment now.

Abel then decided that he should enter the room at that time and I quickly tried to stop the rushing tears but I just can't seem to stop it.

"Why are you even crying man" Abel asked trying so hard not to let a tear drop but failing once he sees Jessie's room.

"It's all my fault why this happened" I muttered to Abel covering my face with my hands.

"And how is this your fault"

"Because I r-rejected her" after I said those words I knew Abel was gonna hit me and with that thought I prepared myself for the hit but it didn't come.

"Dude It's all our faults, even though yours was the breaking point we still all did this to her so if it were anyone to blame it should be all of us" said Abel, now see why he's the wise one between us. And that night me and Abel cried ourself to sleep inside her room hoping for her to come back home.

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That memory will always be imprinted in my head. Until now I still wish for her to come back and while I was having a flashback I didn't know that I was walking into my room. So once I saw I was in my room, I took a shower, got dressed, and went to bed thinking. "Jessie please come back to me"

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Okay so this is my longest chapter so far and as you see this is Damien's POV so

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