Don't Hate Me Alpha

Chapter 18

Damien's POV

After Jessie blacked out, she fell to the ground with a huge thud. I was about to rush to her when Liya gripped on my arm, making sure to not let me go. I turned around to face her and shouted,

"What!" While giving her a glare. She returned my glare with a pout, obviously thinking it made her look cute but in all honesty she just looks like she had a bee sting her on her bottom lip.

"Baby," she dragged on, clinging onto my arm tighter. When I didn't reply she took that as her cue to continue talking, "When can we go eat? Your baby is starting to get hungry," patting her bare stomach in the process.

As if just remembering now, I turned around to look for Jessie only to realize she isn't there anymore. I looked around more trying to figure out where she could've went to. When I didn't find her I started to feel empty and thats when my eyes connected with Paytons.

She stared at me with what looked like disappointment, slowly shaking her head at me then turning around and walking away heading towards the pack house. I stared at her back with furrowed brows, a little confused why she looked so disappointed.

I thought back to what I could've done to get her so disappointed in me. Then as if something exploded in my head I just remembered what Liya has just announced to the whole pack.

As I realized this, I started to notice and hear my pack saying their congratulations to Liya and I. Some of them bowing their heads towards us and some approaching Liya and shaking her hand saying their congrats to her personally.

While some did that, others looked at me with the exact look Payton gave me awhile ago.

Disappointment.

I looked down to see Liya still had her arm around mine and in a few seconds I found myself ripping my arm from hers.

I gave her a glare while muttering, "It's not possible. The last time I fucked you was at-least half a year ago."

Upon realizing her mistake she started to look towards the crowd who definitely heard me with a nervous smile. The pack gave her a glare in return to her smile - more like a grimace - and they started approaching. I gave her one last look before shrugging her arm off of me and went inside the pack house to find Jessie.

Once I entered though, all you can hear is nothing.

Complete silence.

When I realized i couldn't even hear heart beats, I rushed to Jessie's room planning to break thru it if its locked.

I didn't have to do that.

When I arrived her door was slightly ajar. Wedging my foot through that space and pushing it a little left me with a wide open door that presented me a bare, beautiful bedro -

Wait, hold up. Bare?

As I started to look around, I noticed her closet had a few more clothes that were halfway hanged or halfway falling from the hanger. Some of her clothes was also strewn across the floor making it look like they were in a rush from something.

Or someone.

I rushed out of her room heading to Paytons. When I arrived the door was wide open this time. I looked around noticing that her room was also bare, apart from some clothes on the floor. Feeling a bit panicked, I rush downstairs heading to the garage. When I arrived there, I swear I felt my heart drop.

All the vehicles there were my pack mates vehicles. Paytons wasn't there. Coles wasn't there either. And what hurts the most,

Jessies wasn't there too.

At that moment I didn't know what to feel. Should I feel remorse? Sad? Happy?

Guilt!?

I continued to stare at the garage not believing it and that's when I felt it.

Anger.

I stalked back inside going to the backyard. When I spotted her, I let out a growl.

I slowly stalked over to her, glaring into her soul. I gestured to two of my pack mates to grab her. I stood in front of her looking deadly.

"Bring her to the dungeons," I ordered. She started struggling when she was being brought to the dungeons. She started shouting trying to get my attention, trying to convince me she was innocent. I ignored her and went to my room.

I entered and closed my door still gripping the doorknob. Thats when I felt it. No not anger nor happiness or guilt. Instead I felt something that I thought would happen the last time three years ago. I felt it again, sliding from my cheek then hitting my arm that was clutching the door.

A tear.

Soon many followed after that, sending me to my breaking point. I slowly slid down the wall next to my door and clutched my knees to my chest. It felt like three years ago again. I feel so small yet again. I thought I would never feel this again, but i did.

I felt empty.

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