Don't Hate Me Alpha

Chapter 13

Damien's POV

Three words.

Shuffling and shouting.

Shuffling and shouting is the things you can only hear inside the packhouse at this very moment. Most of the shouts are coming upstairs and the shuffling is all over the house. Sitting on the couch with people shouting at a football game seems loud but isn't it nice to just zone out every once in a while.

Tic

Toc

Tic

Toc

Time

Stops

Tic

Toc

Tic

Toc

Mind

Blocks

Ti-

"---alpha"

"----pha Damien"

"---Damien"

Blurs were the things I heard. I can see them clearly. But there's a blur in their words. I can't seem to focus. My mind is going wild inside my head. My wolf sleeping soundly. A hurricane inside my system. A ---

"Damien" a soft hand touches my shoulder causing electricity to spark through me like wild fire and with that simple touch. I can hear clearly again. I can focus. No hurricane is brewing inside my system. For it was removed by my mate.

Focusing on her touch. Leaning more towards her palm that was against my cheek. Inhaling her addicting scent that has always driven me crazy. My wolf purring every now and then, now awake from its nap. Closing my eyes thinking 'I could definitely get used to this.'

But suddenly it all ended. No more sparks of electricity flowing through my body only an empty feeling got left behind. Abruptly I looked up to see my beautiful mate, Jessie.

I gave her a once over and noticed she was dressed up as if planning to go on a -date. Realizing this new information I clenched my fist so tight I felt my hand going cold upon losing blood.

With dark eyes I asked "are you going on a date?"

Surprised she looked at me with wide eyes probably not expecting that kind of question to leave out of my mouth. But as quickly as it came it was as quickly as it left. The surprise leaving her face making it once again emotionless. Now with cold eyes she responded with a "so what if I do? I'm not yours remember"

With that I flinched. Those words hurt like fuck. "Jessie--" she didn't let me finish. Silencing me with a raise of her hand. "Our bond or whatever we had" she starts off "has been gone since three years ago, so don't try trying to fix it because a broken bond can never be fixed again" with that she turned her back heading out the front door going to a blue car outside.

I was left dumbfounded with her words realizing maybe I am too late to fix our bond.

Too late to fix us.

With a heavy heart and mind I went to my bedroom. Once there I flopped down on my bed face first. I started thinking about everything I've done. Memories started to flood my mind. The first ones were when we were children having fun. Playing at the sandbox together.

The next one was when I started my alpha training and in this memory I can see Jessie gazing at me from a far. The next was when we started abusing her. The next memories were all like the last which made me flinch.

Memories and memories flooded through my brain. More bad than good. Every piece of memory with her that's bad, is a piece of my heart getting torn into pieces.

With every flinch I made, every memory. Suddenly it was all so clear. I need to win her step by step.

First is forgiveness.

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