Speak From The Heart

8

I hate your eyes

I hate your smile

I hate your voice

I hate your hair

I hate your hugs

I hate your kisses

I hate your laugh

I hate your smirk

I hate every "I love you"

But more than anything

I hate that everything I've just said

Is a lie

I hate that I can't mean

A word of what I said

I hate that you have

Stained my mind

I hate that I can't leave

I hate that you didn't stay

I hate that I need you around

I hate that you're my best friend

I hate that I believed in all our plans

I hate that no matter what I do

No matter how hard I try

No matter how many tears I shed

No matter how many sleepless nights

No matter how many breathless moments

No matter how many cuts

No matter how many heartbreaks

I can't push you out

A/N: 

Hey guys. So this one obviously is a bit more angry. Everyone, I think, can relate to this in some way. Personally, I only wrote this because of a night full of nightmares last night. Is it personal? Very. Am I worried about anyone in particular seeing it? Nope. Do I think the person it's talking about will see it? Dunno and don't care, honestly. See, I don't write anything on Wattpad for anyone but myself. I write because its what I love and it's therapeutic. I'm glad if people enjoy my writing, but I don't write to please. I write to feel better and get out all my thoughts and feelings. Don't like it? Leave.

Love,

KCS