Eadlyn's Selection

Chapter 8

I woke up in kiles arms. I remembered last night... A pool, and kile KISSING ME. I loved it. I loved him.

I closed my eyes and smiled... I sighed.

All of my life was the best thing in the world. Right now everything was perfect.

I walked into the men's room and said, "... Ummmm... Good morning?"

I was planning to choose kile but then I saw Henri and decided against it. And sat down.

After breakfast I ran away to my room. Kile followed me.

"Eadlyn, what's wrong?"

"I was going to end the selection."

"You decided,"

"I guess."

"Who did you pick?"

"No one..." I started crying. I just couldn't take it any more. I told kile to leave my room, then I fell on to my bed crying.

I sat ther, crying, for 27 minutes and 3 seconds. Don't ask me how eadlyn knew... I do that too sometimes so...

I walked out to the garden trying to calm down then I saw the pool. I collapsed and started crying again.

I couldn't take kile right now. I couldn't take the selection. I couldn't take my feelings.

I went back to my room and say there staring sadly at the ceiling. I just couldn't.

I stayed in my room. I couldn't see kile today. I couldn't see the boys today.

I couldn't go to the garden... Kile memories were made there. Not the kitchen... Boy memories were there. Not the hall... I kissed kile there. I could barely stand being in my room... I slept with kile here last night.

I just couldn't

I loved him. But I think I might love Henri... Did I?

Oh kile.

Henri?

Kile?

Henri?

Kile...

Who did I want.

I needed help.

I wanted some one.

Why is a girls life so complicated?

Why is a soon-to-be queens life so complicated?

Why is the selection so complicated?

Why?

Don't judge me... Girls do cry randomly, at least I do. Girls you know this happens sometimes. Cuz life's complicated. And last thing... IDEAS!!!:)
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