My Odd Consciences

"Whispering To Abyss"

“Whispering To Abyss”

Writing words of apology on a paper,

“I’m really sorry for hiding the truth,”

But all I did was try protecting you.

I’m sorry for hiding the truth,

I thought it might change the situation;

I thought you might have the happiness you longed for.

I only wanted you to be happy,

I’’m sorry I cared too much;

I’m sorry I greed for you happiness.

“He liked you, you know?”

Those words must’ve hurt,

I’m sorry I was insensitive.

It’s been a while since we last talked,

I miss the parking lot;

Those funny and caring, romantic thoughts we shared.

It’s weird how whenever I try to do something right,

It results into somebody I love getting hurt,

I love you, did I ever told you that?

You’re like my sister, my inseparable sister,

I really hope you’d accept this apology letter,

I don’t think you heard me when I called to the dark those words.

I never knew how much those words should be said,

Real feelings, real and worthy opportunity,

Thank you for making me realize that.

“I’m sorry” is such an easy words to say,

But it feels like, it’s so hard to accept,

Especially when I whispered it to abyss.