My Odd Consciences

"Everything In Exchange"

"Everything in Exchange"

Pastel fireworks sparked in front of us,

Still you are staring at a different girl

Vivid blue sky reached for the two of us,

Still you are looking for a different girl

Picturesque garden is in front of us,

Still you wished you were with another

Scenic scent traveled between us,

You thought it was her scent

Turning your back at me,

A tear drops from one of my eyes

Staring at a different girl,

I helplessly sob and sink on my pillow

Talking about the girl you love,

My heart shatters into millions of pieces

I wonder if you ever see me at night,

Crying and desperate to be with you

I wonder if you’ll ever talk to me again,

After all the monotoned days we spent

Two years of being with you,

Was the most memorable time I ever spent

You’re going to spend your eternity with her,

While I’s spend mine with tear drops and wind

Cracking flames and mirror stood in front of me,

I cried until I realized that you weren’t coming

I didn’t run away from the candles and its blaze,

I knew I’d just regret if I did

I hope you come and wear white, not black

Celebrate my life, not mourn my death

I hope you’d be happy with her,

Smiling at each other with such adoration

I’d be sleeping under the concrete,

My eyes closed for my heart still aches because of you