“Hating Love For You”
I know that I love you,
People knows that I love you
Your friend told you the truth,
My friends also told you one night
Why can’t you see the dancing red lights in my heart?
Why do you always have to play it without really knowing?
You know that I love you,
But you still chose to ignore my affection
I don’t need you to love me back,
I just need you to look me in the eye and tell me the truth;
Should I wait until you fall as well?
Or should I just give up and move on?
Oh...wait,
I take that back;
I don’t want to know the truth...
I don’t want to get hurt any more by words
Your words were all magical and dazzling,
But now everything just seems to be frightful
I am frighten by your lips that may say words I never want to hear,
Can’t you at least talk to me?
The blue sky talks to me more than you do,
The white wind looks at me more than you ever did
Charming and childish,
Contagious and candle cheeks
Eclipsing and envied dimples,
Obnoxious and outrageous
But beautifully blazing you are,
The thousandth time I saw you today;
Not once did you glanced at me,
Though I heard you talk about me
Is it okay to hope for nothing?
Or is it okay to not for something?
Answer me, I’m already tired when it’s not yet mine
Why can’t you just tell me what you feel?
You already know how I feel...
If I’m right, and usually I am
That’s why I know your answer already,
It’s written all over your picturesque face
YOU ARE READING
My Odd Consciences
PoetryI wrote these poem when I was 13-14, I write a lot about how I was in pain, which in retrospect is not much. But at the time it felt like the end of the world :o
