No Silver Lining...

chapter 4

I wake up at around 11am, eat pancakes for breakfast and start making plans for the day up ahead and that was to sit on my ass and do nothing.

I’m in my room using Facebook checking my notifications when I get distracted by a chat box that opens up on my wall. OH MY GOSH.

hey :D

lol wtf Jeffy your sitting in the other room!

I know, but I’m bored, play the questions game?

Umm….okay I have nothing you go first.

Who do you like? Why does he want to find out so badly

I can’t tell you

Why not Alison!

Okay look I tell you who you like and then you tell me.

Okay cool.

Promise?

Lol promise now tell me

I like my classmate “I say lying” His name’s Mason.

Oh. That’s all!

Well your turn temme!

Dude I don’t like anyone I told you

Jeffy I know you like someone just tell me!

I don’t want to, leave me alone.

That hurt me. First he’s like he wants to talk and now he’s like leave me alone. What a jerk.

You promised wtf’s wrong with you stop being such a baby and tell me

Shut up Alison

I told him to fuck off and logged off that same instance and shut down my laptop. I nearly had tears in my eyes that was so damn rude of him. I got up and slammed the door shut loud enough to make sure he heard it and laid down on my bed. A tear drop fell from my eye but I removed it with my thumb quickly I said I was going to tell him that I like him so why can’t I ?  Ughh …easier said than done.

I was trying to sleep but I couldn’t so I decided to listen to music instead.  Knock knock.

Who is it? “I yelled out”

Lunch is ready “Jeffy called out from the other side of the door”

Even though I was starving I said I wasn’t hungry and put the headphones back on, on full blast….Until someone shook my shoulder. I turned around suddenly, and saw that it was Jeffy. oh my god he was so close to me I could hear his breathing. But I pretended like he didn’t affect me, put the headphones back on and laid down. The headphones were taken out of my ears that same instance and damn was I PISSED.

What the fuck do you want!? “I screamed”

Stop over exaggerating Ally. “he said in his oh so serious tone”

Shut up and get out.

Come out for lunch I don’t want your mom thinking the wrong way. “He said walking past me and out the door”.

I took a deep breath, he was probably right. I didn’t even bother checking my reflection in the mirror. I know I look like shit but I don’t care and when I’m in a mood like this it’s best to leave me alone and not risk getting a black eye.  We were all eating lunch mom and Malissa were the ones that started all the convo’s while me and Jeffy listened. Afterwards we helped mom wash the dishes and I went back into my room he didn’t even apologize. I decided to log in again and Jeffy said something that gave me a heart attack.