No Silver Lining...

Chapter 9

Okay you guys here it is, The chapter I've been wanting to get rid off for a long time now, once you read it you'll know why

Ignore the Grammar mistakes. I wrote it in a hurry cause I have to learn my test

And just a suggestion read "Treat Me Like Shit" by dakickflip77 it is awesome!

 Also The chapter is dedicated to Laeba and Gina for being so supportive

Love you bishez!!! <3

The first thing I did when my cousins left was take a very vey long  shower and go to bed because that was obviously a good idea. (Sense the sarcasm)

I still couldn’t believe that happened to me ,I’m not going to tell anyone because if my mom finds out she’s never gonna let me go out and I am freaking sick of people controlling me like to the point where I actually might kill myself on the other hand Max finding out would be like a hundred times worse. First He’s gonna yell at me about why I went alone without asking then he and mom are gonna lecture me about how there gonna be a lot more strict on me and there never gonna listen to me like they don’t already do that enough.

I wanted to stop thinking about all this screwed up shit so I got my ipod, shut the lights and laid down on my bed. I put stereo hearts on on repeat. Jeffy dedicated it to me so it makes me happy and calms me down.

All I was thinking about at the moment was Jeffy but I tried hard to forget about the complications we faced and the ones we still have and let the good times circle round my head. How were table tennis freaks and we used to play like all the time. I remember we use to go to Jeffy’s house because they were the ones who had the long table, we had a round one. And one night I remember Jeffy and Malissa forced me to stay up the whole night and we slept at around 7am or something. Also I remember me and Malissa were the best table tennis players at school, like we used to beat the crap out of everyone. Me and Jeffy used to talk on Skype every saturday and sunday and once we had this argument on skype because he didn’t have a Facebook account that time. He messaged me through his friend’s facebook because I stopped using Skype. he said that he was sorry and he misses talking to me, he said he was nearly risking his life sending the message from school and also that was the first time he called me by my nick name and I was jumping in excitement all day and it gave me this tingly sort of feeling because that….that message felt like he meant it from his heart. I didn’t believe it at first so I was like no that’s not Jeffy he’ll never call me that but then he was like he’ll prove it and he told me one deep ugly secret that only we know and I finally believed it was him. Also We used to play basketball at Jeffy’s place cause my grandpa put up the hoop and they had swings too so yeah we were like basically at their place all the time.

Thinking about All these random memories made me smile and it sort of made me happy despite the condition I was in…like no matter how bad the situation is, If you got your friends and family with you, you can get through it.

I woke up the next morning feeling a little better. For breakfast I ate two pieces of bread with Nutella and chocolate milk with chocolate ice cream in it.

Well someone is feeling low “Max says outta nowhere”

Go away “I say logging onto Facebook on the iphone”

Are you okay? “He asks me”

Uh yeah, why would you ask “I say shoving a big spoon of Nutella in my mouth”

Never mind “Max sighed and walked away”

I go to my messages and the first one was from Malissa