I don't really sleep much some would call this insomnia but I do some of my best thinking at night because it's the only time I could not think about murdering the fucker behind me in my calculus class. Yes I am a high school student and yes I think about murder more than the average teenager should but it's all so interesting...tempting even but I don't think i'm capable of ever attacking someone and killing them. But it's interesting to think that we are gods we hold the power to end anothers life without warning. I've been obsessed with murders since as long as I can remember my mother thinks It's weird and unhealthy but it's the only reading material I can enjoy these reports these documentaries on these psychopaths were the only love I knew because who would love a homicidal prone teenage boy. My eyes hurt from the brightness of my computer screen but I don't care this is all I know scrolling through the internet at the haunting hours of the night learning from the killers before me all their mistakes and their killer tactics
Learning just...learning