Seeing a simple smile is hurting me now.
But I know it would be worse if our eyes met and you turned away.
Or would it?
I feel nothing as of late but I know if I get too close I'll feel a title wave of emotion
Like your smile.
Seeing that makes me want to brake down and cry.
Out of relief or longing I do not know.
But I won't allow myself that and so I smile back wavering only slightly.
I feel like you noticed but it could just be my hope affecting my eyes.
But it will be ok.
I'll stop caring and I won't be hurt.
I won't love or think constantly of you.
You won't be a big impact on me anymore.
But declaring such things is easyer than doing.
Especially when I don't want to stop.
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March 8, 2016
YOU ARE READING
For the people like me.
PoesíaThese are words that are somewhat like poems. Most are sad and some are abstract. Other times it's just random questions or descriptions. I'll probably just put my feelings here, if I can call them that. It doesn't matter to me anymore who reads. En...
