Unreality

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If I put on my headphones, I won't hear a thing.

I hate you.I love you...

I will not hear it.

Maybe it's better this way.

After all I don't even have the courage to call out your name.

As I steal a kiss from your cold lips.

Even memories won't be the same.

Will you miss me when I'm gone.

Will you think about me every now and then~

Even I cannot be your lover, can we at least be friends.

Even if it hurts me... In the end.

Walking side by side as my memory's fade one by one.

Your ever cold hands disappear to nothingness.

Just nothingness.

Even in this fantasy of mine a bittersweet sadness..forever lingers.

Reality is just too cruel as I reach for you and you just turn away~....

A desperate longing for the one you love but cannot have.

Just leave me be, ignoring a small fragile voice.

Even I'm not sure if I want her to hear such a thing....

These cold hands linger, finger by finger.

The thoughts that surely can't be mine.

☆~☆~☆~ ☆~☆~☆~ ☆~☆~☆~ ☆~
June 8, 2015. This is actually a song made at 3 different times that I thought sounded good. XD

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