In It Again

New School

KAYLA'S POV

*Beep Beep Beep Beep Beep*

My alarm clock goes off at 6am. I am already awake though because of how nervous I am. So many thoughts running through my mind. Will they like me? Will i still get bullied? Is it hard in class? Are the boys here cute?

I put all my thoughts aside and get up. I walk into my bathroom and look at my appearance in the mirror.

I cringe.

I look awful. I am so fat and ugly. No wonder why people don't like me. I am blonde with blue eyes. I have no acne and weigh 135 pounds. I am 16 years old. I am 5'3" and all my fat goes to my stomach and thighs. I want the fat to go to my boobs and butt. I am a C cup but a little more wouldn't hurt. My butt is average size.

I step in the shower after about 10 minutes of pointing out my flaws.

I get out and get dressed for the day. I never dress up so today i wear some light wash, high wasted, skinny jeans, a red flannel with a black spaghetti strap tank top beneath it, and some black converse.

I straighten my long hair and put a black headband in. I put 3 hair ties around my wrist for if i want to pull my hair up later. I do usual make up. Powder, eyeliner, eye shadow, mascara, then a pale lip gloss.

When i am all finished i run down stairs and grab my back pack. I head to my car when i am stopped by my mom. She gives me a hug and my phone that i forgot... Oops.

I get in my car and role the windows down. This Is Gospel by Panic! At The Disco starts blaring as i back out of my driveway.

I am early so i take a detour to see what is in my new town. I see a Starbucks and pull in. As i walk in I am greeted by a very nice boy who looks about my age. I walk up to counter and the boy says,"Hi, my name is Kyler. How may i help u ma'am?"

I order a Grandé Vanilla Bean Frapachino (sorry idk how to spell it) and he has it made pretty fast. Kyler's shift ends because he has to go to school. Turns out we go to the same school. He is a Junior and I am only a Softmore so he is 1 year older.

We ride to school in my car because he usually walks but I invited him with me. On the way he turns up the radio and i have a 5sos EP in. Its their first ep ever. (A/N 5sos isnt famous yet. They have only released 1 ep so far. Ok?) Kyler starts singing along and i look at him in shock. He turns toward me as we enter the school parking lot and says,"I really love their music. Oh, ya, They go to this school. U might have some classes with them." and he steps out of the car.

My nerves just went crazy. What am i going to do?

A/N thanks for reading people. I love u so much.