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[2] Fuck feelings.

"Hold her big ass down"

I wiggled trying to get lose from the tight hold but I failed.My chest started to hurt from my rough breathing and my head started to pound from the hard blows.

I saw something sharp in her hand and I freaked out "No! No please don't do this" I yelled once again trying to losing myself from the tight hold.

"NO NO"

"Scar scar baby girl calm down it's ok" Dmitri whispered in my ear as he rocked me in his arms.

I touched the side of my stomach where the scar was and tears threatened to spill but I held them in.

"you ok?" I nodded unable to talk I scooted closer to Dmitri as comforting as his touch was it was no where near to Khalil's;lord send my baby back home.
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I rubbed my forehead as I sat outside of the restaurant at a table waiting for Melanie to come back from the bathroom.

Every since this morning I had a headache out of this world and I took so much medicine I might as well have overdosed.

Bro inlaw:aye sis we got a meeting at the warehouse in about a hour,if you don't feel comfortable coming you don't have to aight?

I re-read the text when I was first introduced to this life style I promised Khalil that I would hold him down and I'm going to keep that promise.

-I'll be there

I sat my phone back on the table and sipped on my berry lemonade water.

"All my life I hustled just to get that Mula" Mek sung loudly drawing attention as she made her way back to the table.

I giggled,"Melanie stop people are staring"

"Girl let em stare"she popped her lips and stuck a fry in her mouth.

"I think we should go to the mall you need a new wardrobe"

I shook my head,I was a little tight with money right now,yea we have a lot saved up in the bank but if it isn't necessary than I'm not using it.

"Not now when we find a new connect and the cash flow starts rolling back in then we can hit the mall up but as of now" I slid my MK shades over my eyes and grabbed my purse,"I have a meeting about this money so let's go"

"we gotta pay the check"

I waved her card in the air as I made my way to the car "already did boo boo thanks for lunch"

"You gotta move it slowly" I hummed along to Sunday candy by chance the rapper.

"Girllllll" Mel said dragging out the L.

"What bitch?" I leaned back and popped my lips.

"I need some dick in my life"

I held my forehead,"me too bitch me too"

We pulled up in front of the old ware house that use to be a Home Depot a couple of years ago.

I pulled my sun hat further down of my head as I raised my hand up to do the secret knock.Soon after Big Red answered the door letting us in.

"What's up boss lady the meeting is in the back room" I nodded and patted his back and headed to the back with Mel.

I walked over and took a seat at the head of the table and every one got quiet.

"Over four years ago my husband went MIA and none of y'all has fucking found him yet! which means y'all been slacking which fucking means my money is being played with!"

I stood up and grabbed my gun out my purse and aiming it at them.

"Now that I am back shit will go my way! and you will report to me or Khalif or Dmitri is that fucking clear?"

"Yes Queen Killa"

I smirked,"good now Marcus I need you too start doing some research start trying to find some back ground info" he nodded and started typing on his laptop.

"Nas I need you to set up some meetings with some new connects" our old connect stopped working with us a couple weeks ago.

I sat across from Khalif,"I want to open up some clubs to cover our illegal work up"

He nodded,"yea sis I like that that's a good idea,so what kinda clubs you thinking?"

I shrugged,"like three night clubs and one strip club"

"Ok I hear you,I'll set some things up" he patted my shoulder and walked out.

"Boo boo I'm about to go are you ready?" Mel asked digging through my purse.

"No I'll just call for a uber or something"

"Nah I got you" I felt a hand on my lower back and looked back to see Dmitri.

I quickly looked away from him and down at my hands.

Mel stood with a confused look on her face "oh alright"

She gave me that 'you better call me and give me the juice' look as she walked out.

I sighed and stepped away from him only for him to pull my body back towards his.

"You gone tell me what was up with you this morning" he rubbed my lower back and rocked us side to side.

I was starting to feel a certain way about Dmitri and I was praying to God to let these feelings go away I love Khalil with everything in me I would never do something this low to hurt him,again.

"We'll talk later ok" I stepped away from him.

He nodded and walked past me I and I jumped when I felt his hand touch my butt.

I need to stay far away from that man.

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I wasn't going to update until my left chapter at least got up to 100+ votes but I decided to go ahead and update.

Goal by Sunday:
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