[27] don't over think it.
Khalil
She's closer than you think,and so is he.
Is all that went through my mind as I sat on the balcony numbing away my feelings and smoking away my thoughts.I only smoked once in awhile or when I was going through some shit and wanted to get away from the real world the only negativity thing about it is,the high doesn't last long and once the high is gone I'm welcomed back into the real world with open arms.
"why aren't you sleeping Khalil?"
I didn't need to turn around to know it was Scar,I could tell it was her by her scent,to me she always skilled of strawberries and creme.
for the past couple of months I didn't know what the fuck sleep was,for awhile I was never able to sleep for more than four hours.
"I don't sleep anymore"
She wrapped her short arms around my neck and placed a kiss on the top of my head.
"Khalil baby that's not healthy"
I sighed and leaned back closing my eyes.
"I know"
"What's wrong?"
I stayed silent.
She walked around and sat on my lap.
"Talk to me baby" her small fingers ran through my hair.
For some reason when she played in my hair it soothed me.
"the other night when we were at the club did you see the lady who I was talking to?"
"The older looking lady?"
I nodded.
She shrugged "yea what about her?"
"She just looked so familiar and something about her just-I can't even explain it and then she said something to me that's been on my mind every since"
"well what did she say?"
"she said,she's closer than you think and so is he"
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2 weeks later.
"Mr.Nelson it's finally nice to see you,I was suppose to see you a month ago"
Dr.Chang,the doctor who did the surgery said as he walked in the room,he was a short chubby man with grey eyes.
"I'm a busy man Dr.Chang" I flashed a fake smile.
He chuckled sarcastically,"I'm sure you are"
I mugged him and leaned back on the table he had me sit on.
"fucking racist bitch" I mumbled.
Scar looked over at me and mouthed for me to stop before he heard me.
I smacked my teeth,fuck him.
"alright well I looked over the X-rays of your side and everything seems to be fine you don't have to take the pills anymore but if you don't want that nasty surgery scar on your side I'll give you some cream to apply everyday"
I nodded "okay"
"alright oh and another thing you may get some sharp pains on your side if you try to do to much so still take your time,okay have a nice day."
I hopped off the table and grabbed my shirt off the chair.
Before I could put it on a nurse walked in.
