[31] hello.
//flashback//
Eliza let out a sigh as she patted a damp rag on the large cut on her face.This was the third time he laid a hand on her and she was tired of it,but she couldn't fight back.
Jet smiled as he entered the room to see his beautiful Eliza standing clothed in a white strapless dress.
"Hi beautiful" he started to reach for her but she flinched jumping back from his reach.
His smile fell right along with his arms as he took notice of the scratch on her face.
Jet took the rag out of her hands and sat it on the bathroom counter.
"he did it again?"
She nodded looking down at her pregnant belly this is now her third time being pregnant,and who's to say that this baby or the last two belonged to jet,& even though they weren't one hundred percent sure that they were his kids he took care of them as if they were.
"Jet baby calm down okay?" she gave him a soft smile.
A little over three years ago before she got pregnant with her first child her and jet got in a big argument which resulted in her leaving for a couple of weeks and while out on the streets by her lonesome she ran into Blue,her former pimp also one of jets biggest rivals.
Blue met Eliza and instantly fell in love with her grey eyes and smooth brown skin and knew if he found it attractive so would other men and they would pay any thing just to lay a finger on Eliza.
Blue took her under his wing and she became his top hoe men paid top dollar to have a night with Eliza and of course she was against sleeping with random man with money at first but after blue have her a good beating she fell in love with the game and when jet found out about it he wasn't happy..at all.
Jet was finally able to get Eliza back but blue was letting her go that easily,every since she came into his life his pockets were getting heavier.
"Grey you know how I feel about him laying hands on you!" He yelled startling her just a little.
She let out a sigh and wrapped her arms around him,"smile even when your day is looking down okay? and everything will start to get a little better day by day"
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//flashback over//
Khalil
Tears fell down my face as I gripped mamas small hands into mines placing a kiss on the back of each of them.
"it's been along time since I rapped about how I felt only because I tried to forget that part of my past but today is the day that I want to reconnect with the old Khalil mama because I'm tired or pretending" I sniffed and placed a kiss on her forehead before letting her hands rest by her side.
Standing to my feet I pulled my hoodie over my head and looked down at my Rolex to check the time.
"shit" scar's car was in the shop so I was her personal driver for awhile and I'm fifteen minutes late picking her up and I knew she was going to fuss.
"I love you mama" I whispered before exiting the hospital room.
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Scar stood outside with her arms crossed and a mug on her face I let out a sigh because I already knew she was going to give me attitude.
"about fucking time! I've been standing out here for fifteen minutes Khalil" she fusses getting in the truck and throwing her purse on the back seat.
"I was just trying to spend time with my fucking grandmother! she could go at any fucking given moment but you know my bad for not focusing all my fucking attention on your attention seeking ass" I pressed on the gas and due to her not having her seat belt on her body jerked and she hit her head on the back of the seat.
"fuck Khalil" she punched my arm causing me to swerve into the other lane.
"Go ahead and fucking kill us!"
"your being a jack ass"
"and you're being fucking selfish!"
She sniffed and wiped the tear that fell down her cheek.I felt bad for making her cry but we're both in the wrong.
I ignored her cries and gripped the steering wheel tighter,I was stressed and I was putting it all on her.
"I'm sorry aight?! but my mama is on her death bed and you know that we just got close and the fact that she could leave this world at any time really hurts"
Every since everything went down with mama all I could do was cry & to make matters worse I still don't know who did the drive by so I had to put my family in a safe house and hire bodyguards to protect my grandmother at the hospital.
The safe house was about a good hour and a half away from the hospital and I swiped cars twice on the way there just to make sure we weren't getting followed.
"I know you didn't mean anything you said and you only said those things because your stressed so I'm going to forgive you but I'm also going to apologize I know what you're going through but I was just mad that you were late picking me up,I'm sorry baby"she used her thumb to wipe my eyes.
Only the lord knows how much I love my beautiful wife.
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As my tears rain capturing my pain I'm really so ashamed,to see how far I than came only for my life to switch around on me and cause the man above to frown down on me,it's true what they say "Killa man you ain't shit selling the shit that made yo moms get hooked and took her life like a crook now the next nigga gone go through the same pain that you went through!" I fucking hate you for ruining my life! you a bitch just like everybody say .....what goes around comes around huh? *laughs* well karma you truly are a bitch! and yo sister is one too.
I threw the pencil and notebook down on the table in front of me and I got on my knees and I begged God for forgiveness for killing his angles yea they may have been bad people but they were all created by none other than the man above,I cried and hollered asking him not to take my mama! and I guess he heard my cries because the phone rung and the hospitals named popped up on the caller I.D ...and before I accepted the call I froze because this could either be the man up above or karmas way of telling me hello.
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A/N
Yes I made that rap (oh please hold your applause) lol and I will note no I'm not a rapper okur?! so that probably wasn't the best rap you've ever read (or heard?) but I did what I love to do which was poetry and I thought since tupac was a poet who had a flow with his words I gave it a try by turning my poem info a rap 🙂 how did I do?
Okay anyway if you read book one of this series "teach me" you should know that Khalil loved to write/rap and he was a huge J.cole fan ...(and if your a J.Cole fan you should know that tupac was one of his idols) & I decided to bring back the old Khalil for awhile 🤔
Sorry for the late update and the errors that may have occurred I have school in the morning so have a blessed night you guys! 😘
