I sat in front of my mirror staring at my reflection, sometimes I felt so useless and not worthy, at times it felt like I was just someone that had to work so hard at proving a point.
Don't we all want to be someone different sometimes, someone smarter, sexier or bolder? Don't we want to be appreciated by someone sometimes?
I placed the cigarette in between my lips and inhaled a big puff, I could feel how the smoke filled my lungs, I blew it out, and the smoke of my cigarette filled the room making it smell disgusting. Rodrigo walked into the room and just looked at me, we shared awkward stares for a few moments. He turned and walked away, he wasn't much help to me, he hasn't been any helpful for years now, to say the least.
What am I saying about needing someone to make me feel all those things? I am strong, confident, and I don't need someone to make me feel sexy or smart, I just need to remember I am, who I am today because it is all me and it has always been just me no one else.
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I had a meeting with the boys today, and I was patiently waiting for them, they were already an hour late. I like it when people are on time as it shows that they have respect for me in some way.
I patted my dress down on my legs, making sure it wasn't wrinkled, I called in Travis. He stood there like a little robot, and I could see by his demeanor that he was upset about something.
"What's wrong Travis?"
"It's nothing Paige, you don't have to worry about me." He only shook his head, and I could see him trying to hide the tears that were in his eyes.
"If I don't worry about you, who is going to worry about you then? I am the only one you have Travis. Sit down and talk to me." He sat down in the chair across from my desk, and I just kept looking at him. He was like a brother to me and one of my friends that I could talk to whenever I needed someone.
"It's Bob. He told me last night that we should take a break. I don't know what to do, I love him so much, and I don't want to be without him." Like you can guess he is gay, bet you didn't see that one coming. I felt bad for him, they have been dating for such a long time.
"There are a lot of guys out there for you. Their single, gay and they would love to date you. I know what you're going to say, but forget it. Bob should jump in a sea full of sharks because he is a real fucker for letting you go." I could see a smile forming on his face, and I felt good for making him smile.
"Thank you, Paige you are the best." He wiped away the last of his tears and stood up from the chair, walking to the door, but quickly turned back and looked at me. "Why did you call me in here?"
"Where is One Direction? They are an hour and 10 minutes late already." He looked out my door and then back at me.
"Talk about the devil and he shows up on your front porch." I knew exactly who he was talking about and a small smile formed on my face.
Harry walked through the door first, winked at me and then the rest of the boys followed right behind him. Like always Liam was the one that started the conversation, I wish he could lose his voice just for one day, I think the boys would appreciate it.
"Thanks for coming so late boys but at least, you made it before Christmas." Niall started laughing, and Louis just gave him a slap on the arm showing him to keep quiet.
"Sorry traffic was crazy on our way here. We told the driver to step on it. Harry and Niall were the ones who made us late. Harry was struggling with his hair and Niall had an accident with the tomato sauce making it spill on his shirt, so he had to put on a new one." I looked at them, but then my eyes found Harry's he had a cheeky smile on his face. How could I stay mad at him...I mean them?
"Don't let it happen again." They all just shook their heads, and I continued. "The real reason you all are here is because I want you to attend charity event. Louis and Liam, you are together because I don't want a certain Larry Stylinson showing his head. Niall, I want you to do something with Golf and Harry, I don't know what you can do. I will have to let you know and then get back to you, but for now, you can work with Niall."
They all agreed and left my office, Harry, being the last one he leaned forward placing his lips close to my ear, and it felt like I was heating up from the inside.
"I know you have nothing for me to do, but baby I will do you any day." He whispered, making me bite down on my bottom lip and with that he left, and I just stood there all flushed.
I enjoy playing games, but I think ours is going to need a few rules.
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