Roommates with Jordan Maron (Posting not as often)

Chapter 7: Now were getting somewhere, somewhere scary.

VIOLET'S P.O.V

I was finally here. It smelled like sun and smog. That's about right. Jordan smell's good too, like shampoo, I don't know what kind of shampoo, good shampoo. Wait, am I still hugging him?

"Jordan?" I said pulling out of the hug, he looked me in the eye's. His eye's were a beautiful milk chocolate brown, they we're so deep and pretty. I just wanted to stare into them all day. "Violet! It's great to see you in person! You're even more beautiful in person." Then he just stopped, he looked really embarrassed and cute. "Thank you! That is seriously so sweet!  Thanks!" I said trying to make him less embarrassed. He was really sweet! It was amazing to hear him say that. "shall we go? The boxes that you sent over should be here tomorrow by the way." He said jogging over to his car. I had the workers load bear into the back seat of the car and we were on our way.

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When we got there we had to take Bear out of the carrier and walk him up since he was so heavy. He wasn't so happy about that since he was on sleeping medication for the flight. We took a short elevator ride up to his his apartment, well, OUR apartment. When we walked in Bear immediately collapsed on the white and black rug by the door which made Jordan burst out laughing considering that Bear had fallen asleep in the weirdest way possible. I was happy to finally be here, I stepped over Bear and collapsed onto the couch. I was laying face first into the pure white couch with my arms straight behind me. Jordan was in the kitchen still giggling about bear.

He walked in and sat down by my feet. "Violet? What the hell are you doing?" He said looking down at me. "Shhsshh" I said trying to wave my hand at him from my awkward position. "Seriously, what the hell is that. You look like your dog." he said pointing his hand to Bear, who was laying in exactly the same position. I giggled a little. It was kind of funny that I had just gotten here a couple minutes ago and I already felt so at home. "So, do you wan't to watch a show or something? Walking dead? parks and rec? How I met your mother?" He asked. I sat up immediately and crossed my legs Indian style, it felt like I was up in a split second. "I don't know how you managed to name my three favorite American shows, but you did." I said waving my finger around matter o' factly. "I've just got the skillz" he said looking me in the eyes. "Let's watch, Walking Dead!" I exclaimed bringing my hands up over my head in the Bitch I'm FABULOUS pose. "Who have a brought into my home." Jordan said to me while making a terrified face. "I didn't know you could be so cruel! I'm done with you!" I said in mock hurt. I attemped to storm out of the apartment only to trip over bear and fall flat on my face. "fuck." I grumbled quietly, still flat on the floor. Jordan ran over to help me. He began to pull me up when, Bear, My oh-so-sweet dog came over and layed right on top of me. Jordan gently pushed off Bear and pulled me up. I brushed myself off and hugged Jordan. Getting another whiff of that sweet shampoo.

"Jordan? I am really sleepy." I said rubbing my eyes. He looked at the clock. "It's only 12:00! How could you want to go to bed?" He asked "It may be 12:00 to you, but it's 3:00 in the morning to me." I said getting up to go to the spare room. "Goodnight Jordan." I said walking into what should be my room. I laid on the bed, pulled the covers over me and fell asleep.

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I woke up and 3:00 A.M America time and walked over to the kitchen to get breakfast. "I can't believe I slept for twelve hours." I walked into my room and sat down on my bed. "I really wan't to play minecraft right now." I said running my fingers through my long hair. I walked over to the window and opened the blinds. I could see a small figure out by the artificial palm trees. "Who could possibly be out there at this time?" I wondered to myself. I looked at the figure more closely. It was defiantly male. I was squinting at him from the window trying to see what he was doing. He appeared to be smoking a cigarette. I was watching him for a couple minutes when I saw him pull up a black box thing, he held it up over his face. I squinted even closer, I saw a bright flash. It had hit me. That was a camera, and he had just taken a picture if me. 

I closed the blinds quickly and laid down on my bed. My hands were twitching and I was starting to breath really fast. I knew I was starting to have an anxiety attack. I had always had anxiety problems but they had been getting really bad since my recent problems. I stood up and began walking in circles around my room. I was having trouble breathing. I sat down in the middle of the room and put both my hands down steadying myself on the floor. Everything around me felt like it was moving so fast, and I couldn't keep up. "OK Violet, Breath in, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7. Breath out 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7." I repeated this movement about twenty times until I felt myself starting to settle down. 

I have had anxiety since I was about seven years old, I didn't really know what it was at first. So, I was better at handling it. Now that I am twenty I am quite aware of what is it. I have done extensive research on it. In a way, I don't think it helped at all to know what it is. Now I just know exactly how bad I could get. 

I peeped out the window to see if he was still there. He wasn't. Thank god, for that.

A/N Ello' peeplez. I decided to give Violet a little taste of Jordan's stalker. I have anxiety aswell so I decided that I would take you guys through what a minor anxiety attack is like. Yes, it gets worse than that not like any of you were asking. Yeah it basically sucks. lol anyway thanks guys for almost 500 reads!!!!

~narwhal xxx