A day in the life of Nicomaine

Missing him...

March 9, 2016
7:04 pm

Dear Diary,

Richard is in Dubai now and he accidentally posted his snap publicly. Haha. Loko-loko talaga, kailangan kong turuan ulit.

Speaking of snapchat, I browsed through the magazine covers we've had - since when we are dating after Tamang Panahon. Sigh. Richard, love, nakakamiss ka rin pala. Wala akong kakulitan ngayon eh. Kaya ayun, I just posted snaps of our faces swapped. Haha.

Wow. I just realized I looked like kuya Paolo. HAHAHA. Gosh, he can be androgynous you know. I still recall when he played Isadora. Grabe siya, mas mukha pa siyang Nicomaine kesa sa akin.

But... I miss him. Richard.

I touched my lips and closed my eyes; imagining his lips touching mine. It's sweeter than honey and purer than gold, as if it was the first time he kissed me. I can't help but smile for having such solitude. No wonder my favorite part of Richard is his lips. And the good part? It's all mine.

Richard, if you are reading this, matagal pa ba ang rehearsal mo? Miss na kita, alam mo ba yun? As if you are already a part of me that I cannot live without - or I already consider ourselves as one. As our fingers start to intertwine, and with every kiss we have, a part of me becomes a part of you. Until we became one.

They say distances makes the heart grow fonder. But isn't it since July 16, I've been feeling the same way, my fondness to you is infinite, you know. Balik ka na please. Miss na kita. We weren't able to celebrate our monthsary pa naman.

You make me happy, you know that? I hope I will make you happy until the day our hairs turn grey. I love you.

Love,
Nicomaine

P.S. I miss Nini, gusto ko na himasin yan.