A day in the life of Nicomaine

FHM Tryout?

March 22, 2016
10:16 pm

Dear Diary,

While we are having dinner, Richard is still asleep, bummer, Nicoleen shrieked upon seeing the post of FHM Philippines featuring my IG post with the caption "Stay Salty" and even initiated the idea of me being their model sooner or later, the idea not being farfetched. After hearing the news, the room suddenly got 3 degrees higher than usual.

"Meng. Kung kakagatin mo yung idea na iyan, sinasabi ko na.. No. No ifs. No buts"
"Nay naman"
"Again, no ifs, no buts."

Even Tatay suddenly got serious, "Menggay, wala naman akong problema na confident ka sa katawan mo pero tignan ng ibang lalaki na di mo kilala? Di pwede iyan."

My siblings started to protest as well about FHM, especially Ate Niks, who is a very protective ate. FYI.

God, I think the universe knows that I will not entertain the idea. I am not that sexy! And Richard would also say no with the idea. He might even call the FHM office just to tell them na I will not entertain the idea. Haha. Possessive much?

As we bid our good nights, my phone rang and I saw the face that I am desiring to see. I opened Facetime and my eyes started to sparkle upon seeing his face.

"Hey love."
"Love naman, ang daya mo."
"HAHAHAHA"

Apparently, he saw my IG posts and I think it took all of his patience just to stop the temptation of liking my bikini photo. I covered my top, since I know he will not like the idea of me wearing two-piece in public - oh but I did, I am in the beach for fuck's sake.

"I saw the FHM post, by the way, Nicomaine Dei, no."
"I know, boss."

I knew he will say that. But really? I can't imagine myself being an FHM model, I mean yes Richard became a Cosmo Model with those oil lathered in his body... shit my imagination.. but I think it is different now. I own him already - I reminded him not to remove his clothing during the Bikini Open portion of Sunday Pinasaya.

We just talked and laughed on what happened to Canada. 5 more days, Nicomaine. Konting tiis.

"Love, practice na kami for the show sa Winnipeg. Grabe ang lamig dito!"
"Sayang wala ako diyan para may macuddle ka."
"Ayoko lamigin ka masyado, magkakasakit ka."
"Says someone who has weak lungs. Uwi ka na please."

I was not supposed to say that, but the hell I care. I miss him. I will post every shot I got just to give him reasons to come back. I don't care of his Cosmo shoot, I don't care of his exes, I don't care with the number of women who desire him, - because Richard Faulkerson Jr. is Nicomaine Dei Capili Mendoza's personal property.

Love,
Nicomaine

P.S. Magpopost pa ako ng snaps mamaya, humanda ka Ricardo. HAHA

PPS: Secret lang ah? Yung kiss sa cheek at yung "I love you" wala sa script hihi