A day in the life of Nicomaine

Fanfics and Reflections

March 13, 2016
5:33 am

Dear Diary,

That was an exhausting week. Taping here and there for my first lent episode with Richard and Juan Emilio; God Gave Me You. To be honest, I am freaking annoyed with that song already when I listen to it almost everyday - but hey, it became our song as a reel and real couple. Though they experimented on One Call Away - a favorite - and Mirrors, which I find giddy since I was planning to sing that to Richard on July 16.

During my free time, I read Wattpad fictions secretly. From very cheesy to the most angst, I can't help but admire the creativity of this fandom. After Us was very brilliant but it knocked me hard, since I have to admit, these projects gradually drives me nuts. I find it funny that author promised to punch my face if this happened. Haha. Wag ka magalala ate, di yun mangyayari . Pre-engaged na nga eh, chos. By the way, Thirsty Titas, keep the fics up! Aldub it! ;)

I also checked every edited photos of Richard and I - I can't help but admire the painstaking effort of each fan on editing our photos and make it more romantic. You know I am a sucker for that. Guys, if I could only tweet you one by one, I can't help but say thank you to all of you.

Looking back, I realized this fandom has evolved since July 16. Sigh. Something changed. It is not the same fandom that Richard and I loved anymore; it became too prideful and started to bash other loveteams as if the greatest reward is Richard and I will always win.

The reward for this fandom has been done. Richard and I are unofficially real, pre-engaged, as a matter of fact. I don't actually care about the awards or recognitions; what matters to me is that I found Richard in this unstable and confusing world called showbusiness. We dropped bombs already since December yet some people think it's just plain reel. Sigh.

Anyway, I needed to let that out. Looks like we will have another taping in God Gave Me You. Direk Joyce is very versatile and professional, I love it. Though di maiwasan ni Shokoy maging seloso! Hahahaha.

Love,
Nicomaine

P.S. Sleep? Ano yun?

P.P.S. Payagan rin ako sana sumama sa Canada please.