More than this (Jailene - One Shot)

She moves..

I ran as fast as I could. I never cared. For once I wanted to not care about the world and just let my emotions get me. Just this once.

I called Miles - my sister and asked her to get me. She said it would take her about three hours as she was in the middle of her shooting I told her "It's okay, I'll just wait for you at the park across the resto you dropped me off last night."

I crossed the street, and paced like I was in a hurry to get there. I looked for a seat where no one could recognize me, I saw a bench beneath an oak tree. It was the loneliest oak tree I have ever seen, but it was also the most inviting. I sat there and cried. I cried like I never did before. Because I thought I would never see this side of me. But Life happens.

I held my chest and tried to breathe, but no amount of air could heal me. I looked up and saw how different the stars are tonight. They shine brighter like I have never seen them before.

I asked them "Why? Why are you shining so bright tonight? Are you trying to insult me? Are you happy that I am here? Is that what you are trying to tell me?" and then I cried louder, like a baby.

I let it all out because I can't let the pain live inside me. I've been in a relationship before, but each time you get in on one, there's a light of hope. Letting you believe that this time it will be different. You let yourself believe in the sweet words. But after a while you realized they are just words. And that after all, you, for the nth time, made a fool of yourself again.

I sat there and let my tears accompany me, this will be the longest three hours of my life, and loneliest maybe.