deny ▰ y.m

[epilogue]

+wednesday ;; 1:12 P.M.

journal,

i got a couple new texts today. they were from yoongi.

"jimin i'm sorry. i know you're ignoring me and everything but i know you'll read these. look, i was scared. that's why I was so..... look i really do like you jimin, i was just so scared of falling in love with you"

"and i'm scared of what people would think... it didn't seem like it, but their thoughts and opinions always were in my mind. but i guess that doesn't matter now huh?"

"that's what I wanted to tell you the other day when I came over but i couldn't find the courage. that's a weak excuse though..."

"i didn't want to accept your love when i should've and now it's eating me up seeing you with taehyung, even if you guys are platonic or not. me denying you is the biggest mistake i've made in my life"

"you deserve the world park jimin. i'm sorry i couldn't give that to you. sorry."

i replied a couple hours later. i had to get my thoughts together. i didn't want to say anything i'd regret.

"thank you min yoongi."

"thank you for being my first love. an although you've made me happy just as much as you've made me sad yet i still want to thank you. so thanks, yoongi, for being the best thing that was hardly mine."

―pj

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and that's it!
tysm for reading i appreciate it!! (▰˘◡˘▰)