deny ▰ y.m

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+flashback

journal,

i ignored yoongi for a couple of days. it was almost for a week until he pulled me behind one of the buildings, asking why i had been avoiding him.

i lied and told him i was sick and didn't want him to catch it. he called me a 'fucking liar' and told me to just tell the truth.

i couldn't look him in the eyes. it hurt too much. i wanted to tell him i was jealous. that i wanted to be the one he'd kiss and hug.

that i wanted to be with him. but i couldn't do that because i knew yoongi didn't feel the same way.

"jimin, answer me."

"i-i'm insecure about what i feel and what i want."

"huh?"

"i like you, yoongi. and seeing you with that girl made me jealous, okay? i like you. there. i said it."

yoongi let go of my wrist, looking away from me. he didn't say anything else.

―pj