deny ▰ y.m

-myg

+flashback

journal,

yoongi tells me he loves me but acts like he doesn't. he doesn't show me any affection in public and only wanted to express his fondness behind closed doors.

i just thought it was because he was afraid of pda. yet it wasn't.

we always met up in secret, and he as always drunk, tipsy, or sometimes high. i didn't like it. i told him that if the only way for him to love me was to be intoxicated then we shouldn't be together.

yoongi got angry when i brought that up. he told me that if i wasn't happy then we should just call it off. he told me to stop whining and be glad he's "trying".

so i've stopped talking to min yoongi.

but i think i still love him.

―pj