deny ▰ y.m

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+flashback

journal,

tonight i went to the basketball game to cheer on yoongi. it was a lot of fun.

after the game i waited until the gym was almost cleared out. everyone except the players and the cheerleaders had left yet. i was going to ask yoongi if he wanted a ride home from me and jin.

"jimin just go find him already. i'm ready to go home."

"okay jin, be right back."

i managed to find the locker room on my own, making sure i was headed to the right one. peeking my head in, i could see guys walking about, stuffing towels into adidas bags and sipping gatorade.

"ah, yoongi! your little boyfriend's here!"

"shut the fuck up!"

the team laughed, and i could feel my face heating up. soon yoongi came from the back, slinging his bag around his shoulder. he gives me a small smile as we walk into the open gym, both of us not saying anything. my throat is dry and suddenly i'm nervous. i didn't even know why, being with yoongi never made me uncomfortable before.

"you played good, yoongi."

"thanks jimin."

"i was wond―"

"min yoongi!"

this voice is unfamiliar, and more feminine. i turn, looking as a girl walks up to us. she cuts between us like i wasn't even there, pulling yoongi into a big hug. i watch as his expression changes, his face lighting up completely as they hug. i feel my heart hurt as he gives her a kiss on the cheek.

i decided it was best to just leave.

―pj