We all have pain

Part 40

I don't know what I'm doing 😶.

Well I guess this some what the story of my life....... I'm literally laying in bed right feeling like shit for some reason so I thought I would talk about how I got where I am today.. First I use to move a lot when I was younger until I was 7 that when finally move to Oklahoma. Everything was okay until 4th grade and my best friend moved 3 hours away from me and left me with my other friend, so I was completely alone. Ummm me and friend Sar (nickname) became really close like everyone think that we are lesbian for each because the way we act with each other. through out the year I had people give me and stuff like that but I just brushed it off. 7th this girl (I'm going to call her bitch) bitch came into me and Sar friend group. We didn't think anything about we were just like yes new friend. Turns bitch would stab me the back and tell the school shit about me. Then when 8th grade came and it was me Sar and Nats she was so mad that we finally move past her she started more rumors that I tried to kill myself and said stuff about my friends. And I'm over here thinking how the fuck are you saying all these thing about me when I would never say one of your secret to anyone, but I guess that's the difference between me and you.......... I also have been month clean and I'm proud of myself but god it's hard to stay clean... Thanks for reading my rant......