We all have pain

Part 64

You know that one smell right when you smell it thousands memories come back to you well that happened to me today. I walked into the class room and it smelt like you're perfume, like fruity pebbles. I sat  there in my seat not paying attention for the whole class period and just thought about you. Like how when I first moved here you're friends pretty much force you to come talk to me, or when we actually became friends and you brought me home you're mom was playing thousands question. I remember how red your face got because you were so embarrassed. With all the good stuff there was also bad stuff I remember you getting so drunk at a party you basically passed out in my arms or when you weren't drinking you were doing other thing to get your mind off your past.. My favorite memory is when we were at a party and I ask you to dance and you said yes and the next thing lead us to kissing in the middle of the room but I should have known better than to believe everything wouldn't be that amazing for too long.. Months pasts we got together and you're life got harder but I was there for you but one day I wasn't and I can't forget that. I remember getting text from you saying your going home but I just thought you got sick I should have known better. After school I stop by your house to check up on you because your mom doesn't get home until dark but when I went to your room I saw something i wish I haven't..... I saw you hanging from the ceiling fan your body look so cold and lifeless I drop on the floor and cried. I haven't never cried the same way ever again. Thousands memories soon or later they'll go away again.....