We all have pain

Part 42

She always loved the sea, but that never explained
Why I saw shipwrecks in her smiles. She was the type
Of girl that slipped out of your fingers like sand,
Especially when you tried to hold on too tight, she
Don't like being too close. She'd crash into men like
The waves crashed into rocks, she thought she would
Find herself in them but she never did. I told her she
Already had something. I told her that
the emotions she held inside her were gifts to be written and given,
But instead she swallowed pills that took them away.
She asked me if I believe in heaven and
I said yes,
And follow it with a don't go without me. She shook
Away the smile on her face and said one day she'd meet
Me between the sea and the sun, I didn't
Understand
What the hell she meant so I said
Okay. It wasn't
Until the next day I called her in the morning and got no
Answer, no answer, no freaking answer.
The last time I caught a glimpse of her was when I set
Her ashes free, between the sun and the sea. where
She want to be....