I couldn't go to sleep. Thoughts about the kiss kept swarming in my mind. I wonder if Justin feels the same way that I do.
This is probably bad timing to be falling for someone. Especially someone who is supposed to be just strictly protecting you and who you are supposed to be having a mutual relationship with. And also with my uncle who's trying to take over and destroy my country.
I closed my eyes and shuffled in my bed. Trying to shake the thoughts away so I could get some sleep but apparently my brain says so otherwise. I had to get something off of my chest.
I didn't mean to upset my dad but I can't help who I fall in love with. These past weeks with Justin was crazy and nonetheless I enjoyed him. Who cannot fall for him?
I mean yes he is a jerk sometimes, childish, and egotistical at times but underneath all that, he's a caring, wonderful guy.
Besides I can't marry Michael if I'm in love with any other man. The whole marriage will be based on lies and I can't stomach that. I threw the covers off of me and swung my legs over the bed. I looked at the clock upon the wall. It read 3:57.
I needed to let this out. This couldn't wait until the morning. Pressing my weight upon my feet, they lead me out into the hall. Gosh what did my hair look like? I bet it looks like who did it and why?
Not giving it anymore thought, I proceeded to go to Justin's room while looking down. Hoping no one would notice me. I fiddled with my thumbs until I bumped into a larger frame.
"Oh I'm so sorry," I told them.
"No it's... Kacey."
"Justin." I looked up at him. He looked like he hadn't gotten any sleep either. I nervously started to play with the hem of my shirt. "Can we talk?"
"That's exactly why I was headed to your room. To see where you okay and could we talk."
I swallowed the lump that formed my throat. It suddenly got hotter in the hall and I wiped my forehead. "Sure but can we go in your room? I don't want you seeing what I did in there," I explained to him.
I still haven't cleaned the mess from my fit and it looked like a tornado flew around in there. He held out his hand to me and I reluctantly took it. Instantly melting from him touch, he lead me towards his room.
He grabbed the card from his back pocket and swiped it through the slot, the light turning green indicating that it was now open. We entered his room and he lead me towards the bed. Before I could sit down, he swiftly grabbed me by my waist and sat me on his lap. Then he wrapped his arms around my waist as if he didn't want me going anywhere.
"Justin," I whispered while looking at anywhere but at him. He put his pointer finger under my chin and turned my gaze from the wall that I was currently looking at to him.
"Kacey. It's hurting me not knowing why you are becoming so distant, depressed, and moody lately. I know that the problem with your uncle and shit is getting you down. Hell its getting everyone down. But I've been trying my best to keep you happy and away from it so I can take care of it. If that's what you're worried about, then baby girl don't stress. I got you."
-Justin's POV-
She just sat there looking at me and then back to where ever her eyes could wander. She can never keep eye contact with me.
"Kacey my eyes are up here."
She bit her lip and took a deep breath. "Its not just that Justin. Its something much more deeper than that and I don't know how you'll take it." Kacey began to shake her head and fiddling with her thumbs again. She also began shaking her legs too.
"Kacey calm down and tell me so I can fix whatever it is that's wrong with you. I don't like seeing you upset."
"Justin I didn't mean to kiss you but it's just.." She took a deep breath and that's when tears began to fall from her eyes. I began to brush them off.
"Kacey its okay. You did nothing wrong."
I didn't know how to tell her that the feelings that she had towards me that I felt it too. I didn't know if I was in love yet but I don't know, maybe I was. I couldn't really tell.
"I don't know if I can tell you this. But if I can how? Would you feel the same way?" She asked me. More like herself since she was speaking barely below a whisper.
"Baby can you please look at me and tell me how you are feeling?"
I tilted my head down some to look into her eyes. The same beautiful, mesmerizing brown eyes that held golden flecks in them and that appeared to held fire in them. I could stare at her all day and tell you why she was the most beautiful woman in the world.
"Would you believe me?"
Raising my eyebrow at her question, I began to get confused. Believe what?
"Huh?"
"Would you believe me if I said I'm in love?"
...
"With you?"
-Trevor's POV-
Rallying up my men and weapons, we were boarding on a plane to Barbados. I finally found her.
Thank you Brown.
Apparently Princess Protection Program is to stupid to spot a rat. But I mean c'mon. I escaped The Ilies, the toughest prison in Ćenàla. Brain takes over brawl, which people fail to realize.
"My lord the pilot says that everything is set and that we can all board now," one of my men said. I think his name was Carl.
"Thanks Carl," I said while tapping him on the back and proceeding up the stairs.
"It's Tyler!"
I waved my hand, not really giving a damn. We all took our seats and began our flight to Barbados.
Off to see my lovely niece also my wife and nephew.
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The Bodyguard - •J.B• {BWWM} #WATTYS2017
FanfictionKacey Christine Martin is a Black Princess from a small country, Ćenàla. Her dad is Ethan Martin, king of Ćenàla. Her mom is Carmen Martin, queen of Ćenàla. Kacey's life was turning downhill. Her father wants to marry her off to someone she barely k...