The Reply from John Winchester (Letter's Pt. 4)

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John's Letter's-

Dear Dean,

Hey Dean, I can never explain how much I miss you and Sam. I'm so happy you are good, and I'm so proud of you two. You did more than I ever did. You are better men than I ever was, I couldn't be more proud. I always knew that one day you'd be saving each others asses.

I know I messed you guys up, and I will always regret it. I did want what was best for you two, but you're right my obsession clouded my judgment. I should have let you be kids, I should have taught you to catch a football, and let you run and skin up your knees. Instead I taught you how to shot a shotgun, and how to kill a Vamp. I want to let you know that I was watching you take care of Ben, and Lisa. You would have been an amazing dad, and I know Sammy would have too. You both deserve normal lives, and I never want you to feel like your lives are meaningless.

I don't want either of your lives to end at a barrel of a gun, or the blade of a knife.

It makes me so upset that you're still trying to make me proud, I was always proud of you two. You are my boys and I love you both so much.

I want you to keep fighting, and to never lose your way, keep each other safe, and to always remember that I am SO proud of you.

From,

John Winchester.

Dear Sammy,

Sammy, it was never your fault that we were at odds. You just wanted a different life than the one I gave you. I'll regret it for eternity. I don't have an answer to any of your questions because I know now I was in the wrong.

I'm so proud of you both, you did more than I ever did, or ever could do! I mean you saved the world! I'm so happy that you two are closer, but I guess that's what happens when you save the world together.

I could never express how much I miss and love you two. I hate myself for the life I gave you, the lonely, never – settling - down life.

Remember I'm so very proud of you both, more proud then any other father could be. Don't you ever forget it Sammy, ever.

From,

John Winchester

Dear Castiel,

I have never met you, but I know about you. You're quite the legend in the afterworld.

I'm happy they only talk about the good time even though there were more bad times.

I don't expect them not have angry towards me. I was possibly the worst father out there.

I couldn't be prouder of them, they saved so many, they don't give themselves enough credit.

They truly are heroes.

From,

John Winchester

P.S. Thanks for looking out for my boys; I hope more angels are too.

Author's Note!

Please help me find a different song for this, this son doesn't quite sit right....

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