[A/N. So freaking sorry for being one of those authors that take forever to upload. But I did write this allready and it got erased!.
Plus.. I was gonna end this story. But two people commet on the last and I just was so happy so im gonna keep writing this!.Luv
Demi's Dark secrets
I Cried and Cried..
What Else can I do?. I screwed up. I let these promblems take over my Life.
They became addictions.
Ugly unheathly addictions.
We all sit in a Hotel.. In chicago
Don't know why were here.
" Demi.. Tell us what's wrong?".
My mom sobs.
She knows.. But I have to be strong." I have a eating dis-order.I Cut Myself. I feel depressed".
I say softly like that's normal.
Everyone starts talking about what to do with me.
This is My life shouldn't I have a say in this?. I hate people trying to handle ME!.
My mouth hangs when I hear what they decide on.
" A TREATMENT CENTER?".
I yell.
That will ruin everything!. I can't go to a place like that. What will happen to my career?.
When will I get out?.
I'm rushed in a car and driven somewere.
I feel like a Kid that's thrown around every where.
I feel sick. What's it gonna be like?. Fear is Taking Me over with Massive axiety. I can't seem to catch My breath as we pull up to the Treatment center.
I'm pushed and instantly girls smile at me then start pointing and whispering.
This Will Be Hell.
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Months Of Waking up in this Cold Place. Months of Sobbing and Fighting not to eat.
But I Knew The Promise I Made. I Knew I Had to Get Better. I Knew I wouldn't have lived a long life with that Sickness.
There Was Till a Long career I Wanted to Have.
Saying By to nurse at the treament was The Best thing ever.
As if for Damiean,The Love of My still.
He called a bunch of times to My Mother Asking How I was doing.
It was the sweetest thing ever.
Even Selena called...
Miley Too.
Not any of The Gay Jonas brothers.
I steped out of the treatment center and took a plane back to LA.
Of course papparazzi took pictures I Smiled.
I feel healther,Happier,Stronger.
I even got Stay Strong tattooed on my wrist.
Few weeks later.
My word... My universe Has Crashed down.
All My Joy has disappered To thin air.
I Glance At Magazine again..
Damian Ivan Caught With Sexy red head again..
I look at the Picture of the Thin,beatiful red girl wearing a very revealing outfit.
She's kissing Damian.
Something in Me clicks,it's Not good tho.
I'm getting Damian back.
I spent weeks working out at gym. Only eating about 500 cals a day.
Back to lieing My time. I do tons of interviews and performing for my latest hit single skyscraper.
I gained 30 pound in treament I've lost 32..
Not throwing up but Just working out beyond limits.
I AM NOT SICK.
I walk in My House My Mom Looks at Me.
" Did You eat?". She ask.
No.." Yes".
I say with a shrung of My shoulders.
" Are You lieing?". She ask.
Yes.." No I ate wendys,Wanna see the Recipt?".
That I don't have." No I believe You".
She says.
I smile and Rush to My Room.
I lay in Bed thinking of a way to Get Damian Back.
I decide I'll just go to where ever he is.
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