Demi's Dark Secerts( A demi lovato story)

Demi's dark secrets

[A/N. So freaking sorry for being one of those authors that take forever to upload. But I did write this allready and it got erased!.

Plus.. I was gonna end this story. But two people commet on the last and I just was so happy so im gonna keep writing this!.Luv

Demi's Dark secrets

I Cried and Cried..

What Else can I do?. I screwed up. I let these promblems take over my Life.

They became addictions.

Ugly unheathly addictions.

We all sit in a Hotel.. In chicago

Don't know why were here.

" Demi.. Tell us what's wrong?".

My mom sobs.

She knows.. But I have to be strong." I have a eating dis-order.I Cut Myself. I feel depressed".

I say softly like that's normal.

Everyone starts talking about what to do with me.

This is My life shouldn't I have a say in this?. I hate people trying to handle ME!.

My mouth hangs when I hear what they decide on.

" A TREATMENT CENTER?".

I yell.

That will ruin everything!. I can't go to a place like that. What will happen to my career?.

When will I get out?.

I'm rushed in a car and driven somewere.

I feel like a Kid that's thrown around every where.

I feel sick. What's it gonna be like?. Fear is Taking Me over with Massive axiety. I can't seem to catch My breath as we pull up to the Treatment center.

I'm pushed and instantly girls smile at me then start pointing and whispering.

This Will Be Hell.

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Months Of Waking up in this Cold Place. Months of Sobbing and Fighting not to eat.

But I Knew The Promise I Made. I Knew I Had to Get Better. I Knew I wouldn't have lived a long life with that Sickness.

There Was Till a Long career I Wanted to Have.

Saying By to nurse at the treament was The Best thing ever.

As if for Damiean,The Love of My still.

He called a bunch of times to My Mother Asking How I was doing.

It was the sweetest thing ever.

Even Selena called...

Miley Too.

Not any of The Gay Jonas brothers.

I steped out of the treatment center and took a plane back to LA.

Of course papparazzi took pictures I Smiled.

I feel healther,Happier,Stronger.

I even got Stay Strong tattooed on my wrist.

Few weeks later.

My word... My universe Has Crashed down.

All My Joy has disappered To thin air.

I Glance At Magazine again..

Damian Ivan Caught With Sexy red head again..

I look at the Picture of the Thin,beatiful red girl wearing a very revealing outfit.

She's kissing Damian.

Something in Me clicks,it's Not good tho.

I'm getting Damian back.

I spent weeks working out at gym. Only eating about 500 cals a day.

Back to lieing My time. I do tons of interviews and performing for my latest hit single skyscraper.

I gained 30 pound in treament I've lost 32..

Not throwing up but Just working out beyond limits.

I AM NOT SICK.

I walk in My House My Mom Looks at Me.

" Did You eat?". She ask.

No.." Yes".

I say with a shrung of My shoulders.

" Are You lieing?". She ask.

Yes.." No I ate wendys,Wanna see the Recipt?".

That I don't have." No I believe You".

She says.

I smile and Rush to My Room.

I lay in Bed thinking of a way to Get Damian Back.

I decide I'll just go to where ever he is.