Secrets and lies.

Part 2: Letting go

It was the day after the party and I had been thinking a lot about what Jack said. I was also thinking A LOT about Shawn. So much that I would even dream about him. Maybe Jack was right, maybe I still wasn't over it. I think it was because it all happened so fast. Okay, so this was the story about me and Shawn. Shawn and I had been friends since like the 9th grade. Shawn was really sweet, and cute, and romantic, a gentleman and most of all he was an amazing boyfriend. Shawn and I had great memories and we had no trouble expressing how we felt about each other. But the thing was, that I was in college and Shawn was planning on going to college that next year too. So we had a long distance relationship. And that's where I went wrong. Shawn was very attractive and he was such a gentleman and tried to help everyone as much as he could possible. Well one day after class I was sooo tired and really, I just wanted to sleep. Then I got a phone call. It was Jack. He started the conversation nice and sweet and within 20 minutes I was packing my stuff to go back to Toronto. The next morning I called in and said I would be gone for about a week. I caught the 1st plane I could for Toronto and I was there by 10pm. I stayed with Jack over night. Shawn came in the morning and made me breakfast and tried to play it cool. When I woke up I heard Billy Janes, which Shawn Loved. I walked into the kitchen to find Shawn cooking and Jack on the couch watching t.v. "Shawn!" I said excitedly as I kissed him. "Y/n! I missed you sooo much my love!" Almost forgetting what Jack had told me the day before, I said "I've missed you too! Oh But...um..we gotta talk." "Sure anything my love" "In private Shawn."