Secrets and lies.

Part 12: Questions

One week later
That day, I woke up around 9. I got out of bed and took a shower. I put on some pajama pants and a sports bra. I figured G had made breakfast so I hurried to the kitchen to surprise him. "Hi baby!" I yelled. "Ahhhh! Don't scare me like that!" He said laughing. "Aw baby, I'm sorry." I said hugging him from behind and kissing his neck. "Hey so I need to talk to you bout something beautiful." He said smiling and turning around. "Sure what about?" "Oh it's nothing, it's just about work. There is a great opportunity for me to write a paper on some exotic animals in Europe. And well, I wanted to see if I could go over there for a few weeks?" He asked quietly. G worked at a news paper company called 'gropped' or something like that.  "That's great baby! I'm so happy for you! But how long? Ugh I'm gonna miss you so much and you're not even gone yet-" "Me too, but there's just one little problem. Well I wouldn't exactly call it a problem but I mean I guess it could be a Problem if you would think of it like that-" He said looking down. "okay, okay what is it?" I said chuckling. "You remember that girl Madison right?"  "Yeah, why?" I asked confused. "Well, she was kinda assigned to go with me...But don't worry! Nothing is going to happen, I just thought you should know." He said grabbing my hips and pulling me closer. "What? Why? Who assigned you? She works with you? Since when? Why are you just now letting me know she works with you? Why am I even stressing about her?" I asked pushing him off me while being very confused and frantic. "Baby, baby, calm down. I didn't tell you that she works with me because she just started working as an intern yesterday. And my boss thought it would be a good idea if she went to get a taste of what she would type of work she would be doing. Nothing to be scared or concerned about. It's just two friends going on a BUSINESS trip. Everything will be fine." He said grabbing my hand. "Right. Two Friends going on a business trip yet one of them wants to sleep with the other one." I said rolling my eyes and walking towards the couch with my arms crossed. "I'm telling you, it's not like that at all my love. I would never do anything to even make you think that I was cheating on you. I love you so much my heart hurts. Like physical pain. I've NEVER felt this way about anyone before. You're my world. You're what I live for. Also what I'd die for. Don't ever forget that." He said smirking. "I would never think of you cheating on me. It's just with her, I don't know, I feel like she would try so hard, you would fall for it because of how long you've known her, or something I don't even know anymore." I said looking down. "Baby, trust me. I'll never hurt you. I promise. Why you I leave a goddess like you for a piece of trash like that?" He said gently caressing and  pulling up my face. "I know that and I love you bu-" "So just relax. If you love me you trust me. It's apart of the package just like I trust you my love." He said pushing his lips against mine. "Yeah, of course. I love you baby. I trust you." I said kissing him again. "So I'll be gone for like 3 weeks. And I leave next week on Monday. I'm gonna miss you soooo much baby. I'm wishing you were coming instead of Madison." He said rolling his eyes."Me too, and same here. I'm going to be so lonely. Maybe sammy, Ashley and Some of our friends can keep me company here." I said chuckling. "Mmmmmh if that's what you want to do." He said smirking. "We'll have lots of fun with out you." I said winking and smiling waiting for his reaction. "No you won't!" He said kissing and tickling me and pushing me towards the bed. He layed me down and started kissing my neck. I grabbed his face by his chin. "No but really, I'm going miss you like crazy." I said looking into his eyes and kissing him. "Me too babe. Lots." He started kissing my neck again. "Babe, I just want to lay here with you in my arms if that's okay?" "Yeah baby. Of course." We layed down and I put my head on his chest. "Jack finnegan Gilinsky, I love you." "I love you more." "Not possible" I said kissing him and then putting my head back on his chest. Ive never felt this way about anyone but G. And maybe Shawn. Shawn hadn't come to my head for so long, I almost forgot. Something was telling me I would talk to him soon. I don't know what it was. But I could feel him.