Mini's POV
"I'm not saying goodbye. How do you feel about long distance?"
Marcel looks like I slapped him in the face with a heavy book. I should know how he feels about since he did it with Simone when she was in London, they didn't work out so I'm thinking he's probably not in favor of my suggestion.
"I hate long distance..."
Damn it...
"Long distance doesn't work Mini. You should know better then anyone what happened when me and Simone tried it. It didn't work... I want this to work and it won't if we're in different countries!"
"Are you saying you can't even try for me? You're the one asking me back and I am accepting your proposition. We can date but I don't want to leave here."
"You're not giving me anything! That's the thing. I want the whole package! I want to be able to wake up with you next to me, I want to go on dates..." he argued.
I use my hands to hold my head as I looked down towards the ground. We just disagree on everything. He doesn't want to even give it a try.
"This is different. This is me who you're talking to. We can do this, I believe we can do long distance. You stopped believing in it because it didn't work out for you but I'm not Simone. I'm me and we can do this. I don't want to leave home yet, I only just came back." I mutter down to the ground.
"This is bullshit. I'm not leaving then. If you stay, I stay." he demands.
I lift my head, trying not to give off a disappointed look.
"And where would you stay?"
"He'll stay here." a voice comes from behind us.
We both immediately stand up and look behind us to see my mom standing in the doorway with Tyler.
"Craig, this boy has flown all the way over to here and you're giving him this long distance crap?" She folds her arms and glares me down. "I knew when I heard voices raising, it was going downhill so now you don't have to break this poor boy's heart. Marcel honey? You can stay here until you agree on something together."
"Mom please don't involve yourself..."
"You involved me when you started raising your voice outside my front door." she interrupts me.
"Could you go back inside please?" I plea to her.
I look to Tyler who can't even keep a straight face. He is loving every second of this... The both of them give me one more glare before leaving Marcel and I by ourselves again. Once the door closes I fall back down to the step and sigh into my hands. I close my eyes just wondering if I could let Marcel stay here while we figure out what we're going to do. I feel his hand reach around my shoulder and he pulls me into him. I go along with it and my head rests in the nook of his neck.
"Do you really want to stay here?" I remove my hands in front of my mouth.
"If you're not coming back then I'm not coming back." he says as he begins to rub my shoulder in a circular motion.
"I will come back though, I just want to be here for a little longer."
"I know I should of said this sooner but I never got the chance but I want to say it to you now." he says.
I lift my head to look at him, giving him my full attention.
"We are probably the worst match to ever be created but I'm glad we're a horrible match together. We can't be completely perfect which I have come to realise. I want you to know that I just because we fight like all the time doesn't mean I don't love you..."
"Did you just..." I queried.
"Say I loved you? Yes. I do Mini, of course I do. If I didn't then I would be back in America minding my own business. I hid behind someone else to try and move on but it failed. He wanted me to be happy and he knew I was happy when I was with you so that's when I finally admitted it myself."
I got it. I got what I wanted to hear this whole time. He's finally said it to me but this is going to be harder then I thought. My mind is still telling me to stay here even if it's for a little bit.
"It's not enough to change your mind about coming back is it?" he adds.
I bite down on my lips and try and think of a way to answer his question.
"I think it's pretty obvious that I don't want to wait any longer but..."
"There's always a but isn't there. I know you don't want me to stay here but I'm afraid you'll find someone over here and forget about me while I'm over in LA." he interrupts me.
"You really think I'd find someone else when I have spent the last... like 6 months practically pining after you?"
A little smile escapes from him as I speak.
"I know it seems like I'm pushing you aside but I'm really trying to get my channel back up and running and you are definitely a distraction for me so I guess that's partly the reason why I want to stay a little longer and for you to go back home." I continue.
He looks down at the ground and I can tell he's thinking of what he's going to respond to that. I came here to move on and work on my channel but if I take the 'move on' equation out then maybe we could work this out.
"So if I let you do this, you promise you'll come back once you feel good about your channel?" he questions me.
I feel pretty selfish for only thinking about myself and my channel but I've neglected it for too long so I have to put my whole energy into this without the added distraction. If I have no distractions then I can come back sooner. Plus it's not like we wouldn't talk, we can Skype eachother.
"Give me a month and I swear on my life that I'll come back and we can be together and..."
"You'll move in with me?" he blurts out.
"And..." I think about it for a second. Moving in with him would be a huge step for us. Could I really move in with him? I think it would be perfect actually. "I'll move in with you..." I smile.
His eyes light up and he seems so happy with my decision to move in with him. How am I going to tell Tyler that when I eventually come back that he'll be without a roommate?
"Tyler is going to hate me when he finds out that I'm choosing you as a roommate..." I chuckle lightly.
"I've come to realise that I can't have you to myself when it comes to him and that I HAVE to share you with him. I know you two have this fucking weird relationship that no one understands, not even me. So he can move in too, I guess. Who knows maybe things with Kelly will heat up and they'll move out?" he replies.
"Wait. He told me he hasn't seen or spoken to her in a month..."
He raises his brows and laughs at my reaction. Have they been talking this whole time?
"She was at his house when I picked him up for the airport so I guess they are a thing now and I guessed correctly because he threatened to hit me if I told anyone about them." he laughs.
That little bitch.
"But back to us... I'll let you do your thing here but when that month is up, you better be on a plane back to me because I'm already dreading this whole month without you..."
"I know it's asking a lot from you but it's going to be worth it in the end. I will make it up to you..."
I peck his cheek and he blushes away from me. He is pretty cute when he does that.
"But you're not leaving for a couple of days so... let's go in and tell my other two halves what is happening. I can just imagine them..." I chuckle.
I know I haven't done any author notes for awhile but I keep forgetting to do it when I re-read them. my bad. XD But yeah this is coming to an end soon so my poor babies will be gone but not forgotten in my heart. I know this isn't how you guys where expecting this to end but there are a few more chapters so things will be fine. Just keep calm dolls. :)
-Gee_oxox.
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