Katelyns POV.
I wake up by the loud sound of my alarm clock and i groan,I walk over to my bathroom, yes i have a own bathroom..I grab a towel and turns the knob so the water is on, let my hand carefully touch the water and its perfect, i undess and jump into the shower, i wash my hair and shave my legs, i step out from the shower and turns off the water, i put the towel around me and walks out from the bathroom,when i open the door the cold air hits my skin and it cause me to shiver, I grab my glasses and my blue lenses, i have brown eyes, but i dont like them,from my table and walks over to my closet, i sigh before I grab a random sweater and some leggins.
I put the clothes on and made a messy bun on the top of my head, I walk downstairs and dad is reading the new paper, as usual and mom is making breakfast "godmorning" say and I yawn "oh godmorning princess " my dad answers and i grab a bacon from the pan "heey!" my shouts and i just laugh i grab a plate and my mom put some bacon and egg on it "thanks" I say happily, today feels like a good day. but I know its not going to be a good day, today is the first day after spring break.. and im gonna see harry again, and we both know, it wont be as fun as i wish. "honey?" my moms voice interrups my thinking "yes?" ii asnwer her and she nds towards my plate, to tell me to eat fast, I dig in and when im done my mom is standing by the door "C'mon Kate you cant be late the first day!" i sigh and grab my bag and my white iphone 5. i walk past her and towards her car, i hear a beep that informs me that mom unlocked the doors, i get in the passenger seat and my mom opens the driver door and gets in, she puts in the keyes and the car starts,I just look at my hands. "we're here, Im sorry baby I have to work late to i wont be able to pick you up" my mom say and i see the guilt in her eyes, "oh its okay, ill just ask a friend to drive me" Lie. I kiss my mother on the cheek before I open the door and walks to the school gate. "bye" she shouts and I wave to her.
I walk towards the school doors with my eyes staring at the ground.
"ew, what is she wearing?" i hear a annoying voice say "i bet its hers grandmothers" someone say. "nerd" "dork" "geek " "whore " i feel a pain in my stomach and i start to panic, I feel my eyes fill up with tears and i walk into someone "sorry" I know the person barely hears me "what?" i hear the raspy strong voice say and my head shoot up and people start to stare at us "O-oh my god..h-harry i-i-m so sorry.." I really tries not to stutter but harry was standning in front of me and people start to form a ring around us. "watch where you go dumb fuck" he snaps at me and pushes me backwards so i fall. i quickly stands up and tries to push past people but they wont let me. i see how harry grabs my bag from the floor and turns it up side down, wich means that all my books and stuff are now laying on the floor and I try to pick them up but harry wont let me, he kicks them around and i feel my eyes fill up with tears once again and he just smiles "aww.. is the baby going to cry? oh no, do you miss mommy?" i hear him say in that kind of voice you use when you talk to children. I just shake my head and picks up the empty bag and runs out from school, i run as fast and as far away i can get and guess what, i only ran two blocks down before I struggle to breathe.
I look up and I see a park, I walk over to a bench and sits down, i open the 'secret' fold in on my bag and I take out my cigarettes, yes i know, its not heatly but right now i dont care. I take out my lighter and puts the cigarette between my lips, I light the cigarette and inhale the smoke. I feel myself calm down a little when the smoke fils my lungs. "Woaah! you smoke?!" I hear a voice shout and I drop the cigarette and stands up really fast "shit" i mutter and turn around and stare into the eyes of one of harrys best friend.
"Katelyn?" he wave a hand in front on my face and I dont dare to speak so i just stares at my shoes and nod. He takes a step towards me and i flinch "You know I wont hurt you right?" I look up and my blue eyes meets his brown eyes, I can see that he is telling the truth. "why?" I manage to say "why what?" he asks and smiles slightly "w-why are you here?" i ask him and he takes out something from his bag "here, I picked up your stuff and ran after you" he explain and I smile "thank you, but whats the catch?" he frown "there is no catch, i just think that you are.." "a nerd?" i interupps him and he stares at me "no! i think you're cute" he says and I start to blush "uhm.. thank you, you dont look so bad yourself" say and giggle a little, he brings out a cigarette packet and offers me one, i gladly take it and light it, i offer him the lighter and he takes it and lights his cigarette "You wanna head back to school?" he asks me and i nod and put my stuff in my bag again and we start walking, When we are standing outside school i grab zayns very muscular arm "Zayn please dont tell anyone about me smoking" i beg him and he gives me a big smile "only if I get a kiss on the cheek" I feel my cheeks heat up once again and I stand on my tippy toes , i take a hold of his shoulder and I gave him a quick peck on the cheek, he smiles and I feel a smile growing on my lips.
"so what class do you have?" i ask him and he just wont stop staring at my face "Zayn.. s-stop " i begin to stutter again and he takes of my glasses "woah" his eyes are wide as plates "can you please take out the lace from your hair?" i do as im told and he gasp "you're so beautiful" he say and i blush "uhm no" i say and giggle a little. The bells ring and every classroom door swing open and I try to get my glasses back "Give them back Zayn!" i shout and he shakes his head "no! you can not wear these anymore" he says and I widen my eyes "but i need them !" i shout and I hear some laughs behind me.I turn around and my eyes meets harrys, he doesnt say anything his mouth is wide open "Zayn this is so humiliating " he just stares at me "are you kidding me, well you aint getting theese back baby doll" he says and wink, i sigh and turns to walk away,but someone grabs my arm "your bag?" i look up into the eyes of the one and only harry styles, he hands me my bag "thanks" i answer and quickly walks to the cafeteria. "hah she thinks she is pretty now" "did you guys hear how the pig just throwed herself on zayn this morning?" "i heard he payed her.. ugh whore" everyone is talking about me, and the words they say really hurts, I spot a empty table and sits down, I pick up one book from my bag and starts to read it. I hear the whole cafeteria go silent and I keep reading until someone takes a seat in front of me, I look up and I see zayn "hi" i force a smile to hide that Im sad and he stares me deep in the eyes "whats wrong?" he asks and i just shake my head and stands up, i grab my book and shove it in my bag I-I cant talk to you" I say and feel a tear run down my cheek "what why?" he asks and before I can tell him why i hear people start to talking shit again "look! he wants to go for round two " "ha what a whore" suddenly aaron is standing infront of me with his little 'gang' "hey babe, how much for a hour?" he asks me and I feel the tears run down my cheeks, i sob and run towards the exit before i bump into someone "watch it you little- nerd?? whats wrong?" i look up and my eyes meets harrys, he looks pretty worried. then i hear zayns voice fill up the whole cafeteria "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! SHES NOT A FUCKING WHORE YOU DISGUSTING CUNT" Harry widen his eyes when he hears Zayn. I shake my head and tries to walk around him, he grab my hand. "can I please talk to you? "i dont answer i just brakes free from his grip and run to classroom 103, where my next class is.
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