Just between Us

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My name is Meg, I am 15 years old . I don't have any general interests but Do love music, I guess that could be a general interest right?

My diary is my main priority. I write in it around 3 times a day, I know , a 15 year old writing in a diary, that's so lame! but actually, no its not. It relieves my stress. calms me down. I recommend it to anyone. I've started writing in my Diary since I was 9 and when I look back at my entries, I realize something. I was a Total idiot.

As I look through pages, I notice I don't write about anyone else but me. Love life isn't even a word in my book, not even in my vocabulary. The word Love itself, doesn't exist.

I thought that I could never find out why the word never existed, I was wrong.

This is my story.

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Meg's POV,

I was sitting in a local Café looking out the window, As I looked out the window, I remembered that I brought my Diary. I grabbed a pen from my purse and started writing. I wanted to try and write about things that pertain to me but have other things/ people.

Dear Diary,

What am I doing with my life? I just don't understand. How come every time I try to do something right, it ends up wrong? am I missing something? is their a piece of me that I need to find? yes I think so. No, I know so, I need a way to change. That piece has a long journey to come but I promise that I will find this missing piece.

Yesterday my friend, Gina called me . I was so happy to hear from her since I haven't seen her in a while. she was really my only friend. My best friend. But she told me she was moving. Moving to another school, town. changing everything. She asked me  if I'd be okay. I said yes. I lied, I wont be.

I am scared , scared to fight my fears alone, Gina has helped me with these things . Being alone in general scares me, I shouldn't be scared because I am most of the time , but  somehow I am.

What do I do? shall I pray? Hope for everything to be okay? or live it and carry on with my life.

Love Meg

I put the pen back in my purse, following my diary as well. Soon my face turned to meet with another face, I hated this face. Jack. Jack was the most popular guy in school and always made fun of me. Mostly with his friends. I think he thought that I could never hear him but I could, I can and one day I need the will power to stand up for myself.

"Hey look it's Meg", a boy whispered , His voice sent chills down my back. I felt stiff and as I tried to speak I was cut off with my phone ringing. It was my Brother, Luke.

"Yes?" , I asked.

"Hey where are you, mom told me to go buy groceries and I wanted to pick you up on the way", Luke said.

"Oh ok, I'm at Café Brunette" I replied.

soon he hung up , I grabbed my things and walked outside waiting. While I was waiting, a couple started walking in my direction. A skinny blonde girl with a tall blonde guy. Match made in heaven, I thought to myself. rolling my eyes. As I was waiting, they got closer and closer. as they passed me. The girl smiled and the guy winked at me. Wait what the fuck? that's weird. She was pretty though, blonde haired, Blue eyes, and perfect body. Here I was , tall, brunette, hazel eyes and uneven body. 

   Soon I heard a car honk and instantly knew it was my brother.

"Hey sport" , he said while driving up to me and rolling down the window.

"Sup", I replied.

he laughed. and I got into the car.

"So listen, I got to tell you something", Luke said, "Yea sure", I replied.

"Let's just keep it between us"

A/N: Ohhh cliff hanger! as if! NO this is NOT incest. y'all is nasteyyy. I hope you liked this book so comment for feedback and vote! thanks luv y'all!