Through It All

Chapter 4

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When I went to first block the teacher said we could have a free period. So I got on Instagram. So many relationship goals.

Man, I want a relationship. I wanna go to the dance. I wanna be able to hold someone's hand and hug when I'm sad and be best friends with and someone who can make me feel special and make me feel like I'm the most perfect girl on this planet and someone who will give me cute little forhead kisses. So basically I want a cute a ass relationship.

Anyway I kept scrolling. I saw Kaitlyn posted something about Jerritt. It was a picture of him and the caption said "Me too 😝🙉😻" She tagged him So I clicked on his profile thingy. He posted a picture of her and the caption said "I'm so excited for the dance. Especially since it's with the greatest girl😍😍". Wow they are already goals and they aren't even dating.

I started staring off into space wondering if there was a guy who would like me for me. Who would think I'm just perfect. I probably won't since nobody seems to like me. Plus there are girls who are way prettier than me. I mean I'm pretty but the girls at our school are drop dead gorgeous. So the guys always go after them. Nobody would go to me When there are other girls.

I wish somebody would like me. I mean I may sound desperate but doesn't everyone want that special someone. The bell rang signalling us that we could go to our next class. My first class was art so now I go to history.

History is easy for me... Mostly because our teacher barely teaches and barely gives us work. Today we are watching a video. Yay I can get on my phone. "Okay So y'all need to pay attention because after this video there will be a quiz and it's pretty hard. You have to do it tomorrow." Mr. Teacher person said. Ugh I spoke too soon.
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The bell rang (finally) and I headed to break (A/N break is after 2nd period and you go to the cafeteria or the gym and you can sit wherever and talk with your friends and hang out for like 20 minutes) I went over to the table Where me and Kaitlyn sit and sat down.

Kaitlyn came over and sat down. "Hey girl." she said. Then out of nowhere Jerritt comes and sits next to her. "Hey Kaitlyn. Hey Cheyenne." he said smiling at me and Kaitlyn. "Hola." I said feeling like a third wheel already since him and Kaitlyn were busy talking. I reach in my book bag to grab some Takis when I felt someone sit by me.

It was probably just someone coming over to copy my homework. When I sat all the way up I looked over and there sat my crush, Joseph. I gave Kaitlyn the 'WHAT DO I DO MY CRUSH SINCE 6TH GRADE IS SITTING BY ME I'M GONNA DIE' look"Oh hey Joseph." Jerritt said and they did this weird handshake thingy

"Hey man." he said back. "You know Cheyenne and Kaitlyn right?" Jerritt asked scrunching his eyebrows. "Well kinda. I dont know know them but I know who they are. Well I know Who Cheyenne is at least. She's in my science class but I dont know Kailtyn all that well." he said mumbling at the end.

MY CRUSH KNOWS WHO I AM SKDKNCKC. "Well Kaitlyn is my date to the dance." Jerritt said proudly. "Oh your going?" he asked Jerritt. "Well yea." he said "Are you?" "Well I'm not sure. I might ask Olivia." he said. "Are you going Cheyenne?" Joseph asked me. WAIT A MINUTE HE TALKED TO ME OMG ALSKKS.

"U-um no." I said trying to act chill. "Why not?" he asked curious. "Well nobody has asked me." I said. "Then why don't you go alone?" he asked. "Well because if I went alone I would be all awkward just sitting there doing nothing." I said in a 'duh' tone. "Oh. And if you went with Kaitlyn and Jerritt you would be a third wheel right?" he asked tilting his head. Adorably might I add.

"Yep. Exactly." I said. "Well I know someone who you can go with." he said. "Who?" I asked. "You can go with....