Through It All

Chapter 10

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When I got to the house I saw Cheyenne on the couch staring off into space. "Cheyenne? Are you okay?" I asked.

{CHEYENNE'S POV}
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"Are you okay?" she asked me. To be honest I don't know if I'm okay. I feel so bad for just running off like that but I didn't know what to do. "I'm fine." I said. To be honest I'm really mad at myself for just leaving like that. "Hey I know your stressing out so tomorrow me, you, and Madison will go downtown and do lots of stuff okay?" she asked.

That did sound like fun. "Okay." I said back. "Well I'm gonna go take a shower then go to sleep." Kaitlyn said. "Okay but let me brush my teeth first." I said running to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth then brushed my hair and layed down in my bed.

I pulled the covers up high after I turned on Spotify. I just can't go to sleep without music. I started thinking about Joseph. I wonder if he's mad at me. I wonder if he'll ever talk to me again. I wonder if he will accept my apology. I kept thinking until I finally fell asleep.
°NEXT MORNING°
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I woke up in the morning then I (Dabbed) brushed my teeth. I then went to get my outfit. Hmm decisions decisions. I decided on a crop top and skirt (Picture Above). I walked out of my room and went downstairs.

I saw Kaitlyn already up. Thank goodness I didn't want to deal with waking her up. "Goodmorning." she said while she was stirring her coffee. "Morning." I said while getting some cereal. "So we are going to leave before lunch so we can just eat lunch somewhere cause I don't feel like cooking and I'm sure you don't either." she said. "Okay thanks." I said walking over to the couch.

I put on cartoons. I may be 16 but I love my cartoons. After Chowder was over and I finished my cereal I got up and got my phone. "You ready to go?" she asked coming over to the couch about 10 minutes later. It was 9:30 by now.

"Yea sure." I said getting up to put my shoes on. Me and Kaitlyn put on our shoes then went out to the car. I'm so glad our car got out of the shop. We were driving along until we got to Madison's house. We went up to the door and knocked. We waited for like 5 minutes until the door finally opened. But it wasn't exactly Madison.

It was Tony. Shirtless. EW MY EYES. PLEASE GET AWAY. GOD HELP ME NOW. EWWWW. Madison came running down her stairs. "Oh sorry me and Tony were... Doing something." she said giggling. "EW NOBODY WANTS TO HERE ABOUT THAT!" Kaitlyn yelled covering her ears while I covered my eyes cause Tony still wasn't wearing a shirt.

"Sorry geez." she said rolling her eyes. Tony and her went upstairs to "freshen up". But I could hear their giggling and all that shizz. "HURRY UP OR WE ARE LEAVING YOU!" I yelled up the stairs. "OKAY OKAY!" she yelled back. We waited like an hour so we invited ourselves in and sat on the couch until she were ready.

Madison looked nice. Tony was staying here cause we were supposed to have a girls day. I know Kaitlyn is just trying to make me feel better but so far that's not working. I still feel terrible for leaving like that and I still have all these questions unanswered. We got in the car and Kaitlyn got in the drivers seat while I got in the passengers seat and Maddy sat in the back.

"So I heard you got kicked out of the dance what happened after?" Madison asked. Great that just means I had to tell her. But instead Kaitlyn beat me to it. She told the story and when she said what I did out loud... It made me feel worse.

"CHEYENNE WHY WOULD YOU JUST LEAVE LIKE THAT?!" Madison yelled at me. "Gee thanks for making me feel better. Look I already feel terrible just leaving but I didn't have a choice. I had to leave." I said. "Well you didn't have to." Kaitlyn said. "Look I left because I don't know how to kiss. Yea I'm 16 and I don't want my first kiss to be with someone I'm not dating. I mean I like Joseph... A lot but part of me thought I Can't just tell him not to kiss me cause he'll ask why and it's embarrassing to tell your crush you have never had your first kiss and the other half of me thought I Can't kiss someone I'm not dating because he might not really like me and he might never talk to me. It's hard okay... I'm not saying my solution was the best but at least it solved one problem. Sure it created another but isn't that why you brought me here? To forget about everything and just have a good time with my friends. Now let's stop talking about it and have the time of our lives." I said. When I finished it was completely silent. Well then.

About 10 minutes later we were finally downtown. We got out of the car and started walking around. We were on our way to a cool antique shop thing. I turned the corner but I wish I didn't because right there was.....