Daddy's Kitten h.s (daddy kink)

VII

I could feel my face burning. I knew Niall was out going but not like this... I loved it. I wanted more.

"You're absolutely adorable when you blush, Blue. I've bit my tongue for too long. I know I had to leave and we couldn't talk for a while but that didn't change how I felt about you at all. You are the most amazing girl I've ever known. While I was away, I got hit on a lot and they all disgusted me because they weren't you. I stayed awake every night thinking about you, hoping that when I did get to come back, that you'd take me back too." He pulled into the parking lot of the beautiful building that he lived in. He put the car in park and took my hand. Looking directly at me with those burning blue eyes he said, "I know what I just said a minute ago was really sexual and it was my thoughts coming out as words. I do want you, Blue, I really do. But, I know that you're still a virgin and so am I, so if we were to do that, I'd want it to be perfect. Because.... I love you, Blue."

My face now felt like it was on fire. This amazing boy that I've had feelings for since kindergarten loves me. I remember being so heart broken when he left. I missed him every single night. I remember crying alone in my room hating him because I imagined him with all of these other girls, but he wasn't. how could I not love him?

"Blue, say something.. please...?" he said with a shaky voice.

"I.......I love you Niall." I said as I looked up into his beautiful eyes. 

His eyebrows raised quickly and his pupils dilated. He quickly turned and got out of the car. He rushed to my side and flung the door open. I felt him grab my hips and pull me on to him as his lips crashed on mine. I wrapped my legs around his waist.  He kicked the car door closed and carried me into the beautiful building and into the elevator while moved from his lips down to his neck. He pressed the button to take us to his apartment. The doors closed and he set me down on my feet. Our lips moved furiously together while our hands rushed through each others hair. The elevator doors opened into his amazingly stylish apartment. He picked me up again and carried me into his bedroom laying me down on his bed. 

"Stop." He said pulling his lips away from mine. "I'm really turned on right now obviously and if we don't stop, I'm going to rush into this and it won't be perfect like I want it to be."

"Baby, it doesn't have to be completely perfect." I said rubbing his face gently. 

"No, Blue, it does. You are far too amazing for it to be quick and messy. I love you, Blue. So this will be perfect. Cover your eyes. and don't open them until I say so." He said sternly.

I closed my eyes and covered them with my hands. Minutes passed as I waited to see what he was doing.

"Okay. You can look now." 

I moved my hands away from my eyes to see a beautiful arrangement of lit candles all around the room. The lights were low and the beautiful white Christmas lights that Niall always had above his bed were beautifully draped and wrapped around his four-post canopy bed. Niall was standing in front of me shirtless. The beautiful muscles in his stomach showing prominently. He put on soft music and walked slowly to the bed where I sat with my breath hitched in my throat.

He grabbed the hem of my shirt and slowly pulled it over my head and threw it on to the floor. He pushed me back onto the bed gently while he hovered his body over mine. Our lips touched and moved together perfectly. His hands slid ever so slowly down my sides while my fingers ran through his hair.

I felt the knot in my throat get even thicker. I started panting and I could feel the blood pooling under my skin leaving red blotches all over my skin. He pulled his lips away from mine.

"Whats wrong, love?" I heard his perfect voice say with worry.

"I-I can't." I said as the knot in my throat got even thicker and my eyes stared to burn.

"Why not? Is something wrong? Did I do something wrong?" He said as I saw fear burning in his eyes.

"No. No. Of course not. Everything is perfect. I promise. I just don't think I'm ready.... Please don't be mad at me. I'm so sorry. I-"

"Shhhh.. Baby it's okay" He pulled me into his chest  and held me tight. "I'm not mad, Blue. Why would you think that? I love you, Blue. If you want to wait until we are 80 then that's how long I'll wait because you are worth waiting for." 

He switched our places so I as laying on top of him. I buried my face in his neck and just laid there as he rubbed my back and played with my hair. The knot in my throat had faded as he laid there playing with my hair and singing the quiet songs playing in his room. How could I not love him? He was so perfect. I want to be right here in this very position with him forever.

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