Where do I begin?

R.I.P.

It was a wonderful night
When I got the news
At first I was shocked
But then reality hit me
You were going to leave me
And I would be left devastated
The pain it hurt so much
How could life be so cruel
To give me such pleasure
Only to be replaced by pain
I had hope for you
Till the very last beep
Until I knew you were gone
Never to hug me again
Or tell me how you missed me
You were the one, ya know
Who I wanted to walk me
Down the aisle at my wedding
When he left us
I thought it was only a dream
But I knew you would step up
Give me the father daughter dance
That I would never have
You tucked me in at night
Kissed my forehead
Told me not to let the bed bugs bite
I grew up thinking you were annoying
Often times I would tell you to leave me alone
That you were too overprotective
But I lied
I loved that you cared so much
I wanted you to give guys a hard time
Tell them not to mess with me
Because I was yours to protect
Now what was once a beautiful memory
Is now in my nightmares
It was my turn to save you from the monsters
But I let you down
I scream to let out the pain
Rub my eyes until they turn raw
I pray for you til my knees are bruised
But it never helps
You will always be gone
And I will always love you
Rest in peace, Bubba

~Melly