Where do I begin?

Feelings and emotions

Feelings... Such a simple concept.
They give you emotions
So why are they so different?
I feel like giving up
But my emotions are indescribable

Shouldn't they be the same thing?
I feel like Im doing the right thing
But my emotions tell me I'm unhappy
That I do not like the results

Feelings and emotions like black and white
They contradict each other
So different yet so alike
But you cannot have one without the other
It is a balance that must not be disturbed

You can feel better today
But tomorrow you may feel down
Either way it's always the same emotion
Wether you know it or not
It's deep within your subconscious

Depression is not cured in a day
It's about masking the emotions
Feeling like a new person today
Though never really changing
The sadness will never really leave

~Melly