Damage Repair [Frerard Fanfic]

0.4- A Day Without Gerard Way Is A Day I Don't Wanna Live

((SMUT IN THIS CHAPTER FOR THE NASTY LITTLE BASTARDS))

I was stunned to say the least. I mean, I basically waited all day for it to happen and it did. While the rest of my life was falling around me, I have this one thing keeping me up. Gerard. And I don't know how he did it, he just did. In a matter of a day, my life changed by this one boy.

"Thank you." I whispered and hugged him tightly. He wrapped his arms around me and I closed my eyes, finally feeling weights being lifted off of my shoulders.

"Mhmm."

"Wait, so now I'm curious. If this just happened, what are we?" I shifted to where I was resting on my left thigh, arms still wrapped around him, looking into his eyes.

"What do you want us to be?" Gerard smiled at me, making me melt inside.

"I think boyfriends would be good." I smiled back at him and he leaned forward inching closer to my face, only to be cut off by the bell. "You want me to be your bad influence and skip the rest of the day with me?"

"I'd love that." And this time there was no bell to interrupt us.

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"Do you smoke?" I just had to ask Gerard. We left the closet to one of my secret places in the park.

"Yes. Why? Are you against it? If then-" Gerard rambled on to be cut off by the sight of my cigarettes.

"Does that answer your question?" Gerard just nodded and I handed him one. I placed one in between my lips and lighted it, then Gerard's.

"How long have you been smoking?" He asked as he inhaled the smoke, then exhaling it, watching as it blew through the air, like when people put creamer in coffee.

"Since I was 15." I don't need to go into further detail unless he asks for it. "What about you?"

"16." It just then occurred to me that he kissed me and we're both boyfriends, which put a smile on my face. "What?"

"Nothing." I took a drag of my cigarette, closing my eyes, filling my lungs, feeling the burn in my throat.

"Tell me." He turned to me. Hand on knee and cigarette in between his fingers.

"I was just thinking about how we're basically together now." I looked away, blushing. He put his hand on top of mine which made me turn my head. His face just inches from mine. I jumped back a bit and fell back.

"Mmhm. And you're cute when you're scared." He crawled on top of me, both of his legs on the sides of my hips. Gerard looked into my eyes and I looked into his, in awe of his hazel green eyes. He leaned in closer and closer until his lips were on mine. It started to get heated from there, he licked my bottom lip for permission to enter and I granted it. He was searching my mouth with his tongue, hands on my neck. My hands were on his waist, wandering, touching.

His body lowered more on mine and grinded down on me, making me hard. I think he felt it, because his hand was slowly inching down my side, to the hem of my shirt, then my pants. I let out a small moan that formed in the back of my throat, my body aching wanting more than just body to body. I wanted skin to skin. I broke the awesome kiss.

"Can we go somewhere more appropriate than here?" Gerard only nodded, getting up from my body. The cigarettes were already burnt out by this time. He grabbed his bag and mine as well and we basically ran to his house.

"Are you sure this is okay?" I asked and he nodded.

"My parents are at work and Mikey is still at school." before I could say anything, I was pushed up against a wall and Gerard started making out with me. We slipped into his room and I was shoved back onto his bed. He started palming me through my jeans and I was rock hard now, letting out airy (hope that's a word) moans. He was still making out with me, but he broke it when I gripped his ass tight and he let out a high pitched, strangled moan. Just then my pants were being ripped off and his shirt was off of his body.

Our lips reattached hungrily and I could feel his 'hard on' on my thigh. He pulled of my shirt and I helped him take off his pants. We were fully on his bed now, I wanted him more than I wanted anything else. I pulled his body closer to mine and grinded hard on him. "I need you, now." I whispered huskily in his ear.

"'Kay, sugar." He pulled out a condom from his bed side drawer and lube.

"And might I ask why you have that in there?"

"Protection." He then pulled down my boxers and bit his lip, looking at my erection. (MAKING GERARD TOPS) He started pulling his boxers down slowly, making me frustrated and driving me insane. Then, he finally pulled them down and showed his member, fuck, that's hot. He lubed up his fingers and spread my legs. He then pushed in one of his fingers and I let out a soft moan.

"Fuck..." I whispered. He let his finger settle for a few seconds before thrusting it in. I then became a moaning mess, rocking my body back and forth against his hand. Second. Third. Right then, he found my prostate and I let out a loud moan, making him bite his lip and pull his fingers out. Gerard lined up his dick with my entrance and thrust in, sending shivers down my spine. It hurt, but it felt so good.

He let it sit there before I nodded for him to continue. I was whimpering with each thrust, open mouth, and eyes filled with pleasure. My dick was pulsing with the rest of my body and my breaths were heavy. Beads of sweat forming on both of our bodies. I opened my eyes just a bit to see his face close to mine, moaning and groaning. I connected my lips to his neck which made him moan even louder and made me even more turned on. One of my hands were clawing at his shoulder and the other one was trailing down to my dick, then pumping.

I was now jerking off, feeling a great sensation in my body. God, Gerard is beautiful. Did my mind really just say that? He started thrusting harder and moans growing louder. His cries of pleasure were even more beautiful. What the fuck, mind?

"Frank- I- I'm close." His thrusts became sloppier and he started panting harder. I felt a great sensation course through my body which made me scream with delight.

"Me too." I pumped a few more times before the white substances appeared on my stomach. Soon after I came, Gerard groaned and came also. He then rode it out and pulled out.

He threw away the condom and brought a towel for me to clean up. He then laid next to me, wrapped his arms around me, and put his head on my shoulder.

"God, you're beautiful when you moan." I said, out of the blue.

"You think so?" He looked up at me.

"Oh, I know so." I then kissed his forehead and we slowly drifted to sleep.

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Was that bad smut? Maybe? No? Yes? Leave comments i just needed to update cause i havent done it in forever. I now want to change my username so if anybody in the future wants to look me up like from my family i wont be fucked.
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